CREATIVE ILL

TO BE CONTINUED

2009-02-04T13:44:00.001-08:00

...ITS BEEN A WHILE SINCE I LAST WROTE!..
ITS JUST A MINOR SET BACK FOR A MAJOR COMEBACK!!

HOLD TIGHT...I SHALL RETURN!

IF I WAS A NIGGA..ID TELL YALL TO SUCK MY DICK

2009-01-16T23:31:00.000-08:00

YOU BITCHES IS DUMMIES.AND IM GETTIN MONEY..LAYING ON MY BACK?..HA NOW AINT THAT FUNNY..LIKE I SAID BITCH IM GETTING MONEY
WORRY ABOUT ME IM THAT BITCH..LIKE I SAID WORRY ABOUT ME..IM THAT BITCH
A COUPLE MILLION DOLLARS..I LOVE THAT..JUST LIKE I LOVE THE DICK.ILL FUCK YOU AND YOUR WHOLE CLIQUE..ID EVEN FUCK YOUR BITCH IF I GOT DOWN WITH THAT SHIT

OFF SAFTEY AND IM TOO TASTY. THE M.C. IS BACK.IF YOU DONT ROLL WITH ME THEN BITCH YOUR WACK.IM MAKING STACKS..MY EMPLOYEE YOU WORK FOR ME..ACT UP AND IM TAKIN YOUR JOB BACK.

GOT NIGGAS ON MY SWAGG. I CARRY NOTHING BUT PRADA,GUCCI, AND LOUIE BAGS
"MA WHATS GOOD HONEY?"..I LAUGH AND REPLY "BABY I NEED THAT MONEY"
NO ONES ABOVE NOT EVEN THEE J.C.
COURTNEE J IS IT?..YOU HATIN BITCHES FALL BACK AND QUIT JOCKIN MY TITS. BITCH WHEN I APPEAR OBEY MY COMMAND AND SIT CUZ YOU AINT SHIT..I HAD WHO YOUR WITH..WHEN YOU KISS HIM..THINK OF HIM SUCKIN THE PISS OUT MY CLIT.AND THE ONE YOUR WITH BITCH HE AINT SHIT..HES JUST GETTIN OVER THATS IT..NEW FLASH THE NIGGA CANT EVEN PAY HIS FUCKING RENT IF IT WASNT FOR THIS BITCH (ME) HED BE SLEEPIN BACK AT HIS MOMMYS HOUSE STILL WISHIN I WAS HIS CHICK..NOW AINT THAT SOME SHIT..AND THE NIGGA YOUR WITH BEEN THERE DONE THAT..AND YOU PASS ME EVIL LOOKS WHEN IM THE ONE WHO HE WISHES HE WAS STILL WITH.YOU KNOW WHAT IT IS AND SO DOES HE..I CAN HAVE HIM BACK AT ANYTIME.BUT I CHOOSE NOT TO WANT THEE...LASTLY YOUR SUPPOSE TO BE MY BITCH..WHOSE HOUSE DID YOU COME TO WHEN YOU WERE PREGNANT AND THE NIGGAS MOM WOULDNT EVEN LET YOU COME IN TO TAKE A PISS..THEN YOU GO ON MYSPACE AND TRY TO GIVE ME THE SILENT DISS..AHAH.."TOP" THIS..YOUR TRASH AND DISMISSED,,SOMEBODY THAT WAS IN MY CIRCLE.SOMEBODY I CALLED MY BITCH AND THAT I LOVED LIKE A SIS.SORRY TO SAY BUT YOUR IN THE PAST..A STUPID ASS BITCH THAT COULDNT LAST..HOW DO YOU DARE..YOU CRY OUT YOUR PROBLEMS TO THE WRONG ONES..WHEN WE WERE THE ONLY ONES TO CARE..NOW YOUR LEFT BARE..IN MID AIR.BROKE ASS FUCK..YOUR CRAZY NIGGA HAS TO SPARE..YOUR A JOKE..AND YOUR MAKIN ME CROKE..TEN NIGGAs?..I COUNTED MORE NIGGAS THAT YOU LET "POKE"

ANY BITCH OR NIGGA THAT EVER DOUBTED ME.FUCK YOU AND YOUR FUCKING GAY
AT YOUR FUNERAL IM M.C'IN THAT NEED I SAY... ILL PAINT THAT ASS LIKE A DAMN ART DISPLAY
MAN YALL AINT READY..ILL ROLL UP IN YOUR SPOT AND SPIT IN YOUR FACE..NOW TELL ME HOW THAT TASTE THATS WHAT I GOT TO SAY

MAKING MOVES..TAKIN TRIPS
IM BACK..IM BACK..LIKE CRACK ROCKS..ILL BEAT YOUR MOTHERFUCKING ASS AND HAVE MY GOONS ROB YOU..ALL THE WAY DOWN TO YOUR GOT DAMN SOCKS
IT COULD GET UGLY..MY KICKS IS TOO MUDDY..BITCH DO YOUR JOB CLEAN ME OFF BUT DONT FUCKIN TOUCH ME
STILL FRESH I REMAIN THIS AINT NO GAME..
THE NIGGA IS STILL BROKE.HOPING AND PREYING FOR FAME

NO ONE CAN BRAKE ME..ONLY I CREATED THEE..WITH A PASSION FUCK THAT NIGGA I.K.E. BRE AND ELIJAH C.

IMA DO WHAT I DO.IM FUCKIN NIGGAS THAT I HAVENT EVEN SCREWED..THE CHANGE IS HERE YOUR MAN IS GONE..I SNATCHED HIM..I LOOK AT YOUR FACE AND LAUGH WHEN I SEE THEM TEARS..NO EXPLAINATIONS NEEDED..CONCLUDED..YOUR FUCKING GAME AINT REAL ITS DILUTED.YOU TRIED TO SPIT THAT WACK ASS SHIT AND I BEAT YOU TO IT..

THIS IS THE BEGIN OF "THE ILL-EST SHIT I EVER WROTE"..COMIN THROUGH MY DAMN THROAT..THIS IS ME ALL DAY..NONE OTHER THAN C.LANAI.J

STANKY LEG!!

2009-01-16T22:45:00.000-08:00

MAN THIS IS MY SHIT..BABY IN THE ORANGE..BABY IN THE STREET WITH THE BLACK COAT AND BABY IN THE PURPLE AT THE END...GETTTTTZZZ IT!..MAN I LOVE THIS DANCE..I BE PRATICING ALL THE TIME..LOL!..IMA GET IT AND RECORD IT!..ENJOY!

AND THEY BE LIKE::::

2009-01-16T00:03:00.000-08:00

YO..WHOSE THAT CHICK
SHORT AND LIGHT SKINNED..DAMN SHE THICK
CONFIDENT ATTITUDE SASSY AS WELL AND CLASSY

SHE KNOWS SHES THE SHIT
I NEED HER BAD. IM TRYING TO DO MORE THAN SMASH

SHE GOT A WHOLE GROUP OF FRIENDS..THEYRE ALL BAD!!
I SWEAR CHICKS ENVY THEM ALL..NONE OF THEM HAS FLAWS AT ALL.
WHEN THEY WALK THEYRE DROPPING JAWS..DROOL AND ALL(LOL)

BUT THIS ONE CHICK YO SHES MAD FRESH..MAN SHES PUTTING ME TO THE TEST..I PROMISE YOU SHES NOT LIKE THE REST
THIS IS JUST A CHICK THIS CANNOT BE POSSIBLY BE HAPPENING TO ME..HER NAME IS SO FAMILIAR..AND I REMEMBER HER NAME STARTS WITH A "C"

MONEY I HAVE TO HER, SHE DESERVES TO BE WITH ME
SHES THE WIFE OF MY DREAMS
HER OVERALL STYLE IS JUST SO MEAN
AN INDEPENDENT WOMAN..MAN THATS WHAT I NEED

THERE SHE GOES AGAIN..HER NAME IS COURTNEE AND GUESS WHAT?..SHES FEELIN ME!

bloggers block!!

2009-01-09T23:52:00.000-08:00

I CANT COME UP WITH ANYTHING TO SAY RIGHT NOW
JUST THAT I HAVE A SHITLOAD OF READING TO DO..
OVER THE WEEKEND I HAVE TO READ 37 PAGES FOR MY ENGLISH CLASS BY MONDAY AND I HAVE 80 PAGES TO READ FOR MY AFRICAN AMERICAN CULTURE CLASS BY THURSDAY...MY BRAIN HURTS AND I HAVENT EVEN STARTED YET!!..UGGGGHHH!!

-MAYBE WHILE I AM READING I CAN GET A LIL INSPIRATION TO WRITE AGAIN!!

I HAVE HELLA THOUGHTS I JUST CAN SEEM TO SPIT THEM OUT!!!..

UNTIL NEXT TIME FOLLOWERS!!

turn off the lights!!!

2009-01-09T14:10:00.001-08:00

Turn off the Lights (Produced by J.U.S.T.I.C.E. LEAGUE) - CERTIFIED

IM THAT TYPE OF GIRL

2009-01-06T23:18:00.000-08:00

IM THAT TYPE OF GIRL, WHERE I DONT GIVE A FUCK
IM FROM THE WORLD WHERE NOTHING IS FREE AND ONLY I CAN PLEASE ME.
IM THAT TYPE OF GIRL WHOSE FRIENDSHIP DOESNT CONSIST OF MANY
I AM THAT TYPE OF GIRL WHO FEMALES CHOOSE TO ENVY, DONT COME WITHIN 20 FEET OF ME
I DONT KNOW YOU AND YOU DONT KNOW ME
IM THAT TYPE OF GIRL WHO HAS BEEN MISTREATED, BUT YET DOESNT KNOW HOW TO MISTREAT
I AM FROM THE CITY THAT IS FULL OF OPPORTUNITY AND PEOPLE CHOOSE TO COME HERE AND START A NEW IDENTITY

IM THE TYPE OF GIRL WHO WANTS TO GET TO KNOW YOU AND I WANT YOU TO GET TO KNOW ME
YOUR LIFE CHANGER? I MIGHT BE
NOT LIKE THESE OTHER FEES, BUT A THICK REDBONE IS WHAT I AM REPRESENTED TO BE.
IF I LET YOU LOVE ALL OF ME, WHAT IS THE NEXT STEP GOING TO BE?
IM THAT TYPE OF GIRL THAT WILL REMAIN QUIET WHILE YOU PULL THE TRIGGER AND PLAY AS IF OFF LIKE I HEARD NOTHING BUT SILENCE.
WE SHARE THE SAME INTEREST
TO BE GIVEN THE CHANCE WITH YOU ID GIVE UP THE REST
NEED I INFORM YOU I WANT ALL AND NOTHING BUT THE BEST.
NO NEED TO RUN AND HIDE ALONE.LETS RUN AWAY TOGETHER AND ENJOY THE RIDE.

TELL ME IM NOT DREAMING. AM I IN THIS ALONE CAN I POSSIBLY BE LOSING MY MIND OVER THIS NEW ENCOUNTER?
IM STUCK AND WE STILL HAVE YET TO FUCK (HAAH)
IM THAT TYPE OF GIRL THATS NOT REQUESTING FOR YOU TO CHANGE YOUR LIFE STYLE OVER NIGHT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO IN ORDER TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT
BUT JUST DONT LEAVE ME IN PLAIN SIGHT
YOUR FUTURE IS PROMISING AND BRIGHT

NOTHING BUT TIME IS BEING WASTED, FROM WASTING TIME. IN MY EYES YOUR A MASTERMIND ONLY USING HALF A MIND..AND WHEN IM GONE YOUR GIVING AWAY CLOCKS JUST TO PASS THROUGH TIME. IM TRYNA FOLLOW LAWS, I NEED JUST US
THOSE WORDS WERE SPOKEN FROM YOU SO THEY MUST MEAN WERE GOING TO BUILD OFF TRUST
POTENTIAL IS GUARANTEED. I DONT MIND TO WAIT YOU ARE A KEEPER LETS GROW TOGETHER
ITS A GURANTEE THAT OUR PRECIOUS FEELINGS WILL BECOME DEEPER LIKE A DRINK WITHOUT MUCH LIQUOR..A CREEPER..WE WILL SOON DEFINE
WE SHALL FIND WHAT WE ARE LOOKING FOR THROUGH EACHOTHER.
IM HERE FOR ALL OF YOU FLAWS AND ALL..IM WANTING TO BE BASED OFF SOMETHING MORE THAN JUST A FRIEND AND YOUR LOVER.
-COURTNEE LANAI
-SINCERELY SPOKEN

A WOMAN'S WORTH

2009-01-06T22:28:00.000-08:00

AND I ASK YOU, WHATS THE POINT?
TO BRAG LIKE I GOT IT LIKE THAT WHEN I ALREADY KNOW WHAT THE NEXT CHICK IS LAUGHING AT
AND THEN THERES MY JOB..TO LOVE YOU RIGHT
SHOWER YOU WITH ALL I HAVE TO MAKE SURE THAT ALL WHAT WE HAVE COULD LAST
TO FUCK YOU RIGHT FROM SUN DOWN ALL THE WAY INTO THE MORNING LIGHT. TO EXPRESS MYSELF THE BEST WAY I KNOW HOW.. TO SHOW MY LOVE AND APPRECIATION
THE TASTE IS BY FAR SO SWEET AND JUST AMAZING
AND I ARGUE "WHAT I WONT DO THE NEXT BITCH WILL" BUT WHAT HAVENT I DONE, WHAT CAN I ARGUE IF YOU GIVE THE NEXT BITCH THE ALL MIGHTY WILL TO COME NEAR.I REFUSE TO DROP TEARS
I CONTINUE TO GIVE YOU WHAT IS DUE
IM DONE..IM LEAVING..IM JUST SO THROUGH.
BAGS ARE PACKED AND HERE YOU ARE.. A CHANCE?..YOU BEG FOR ONE MORE.AND WHEN WE FIRST MET YOUR FACE IS WHAT I ADORED
WHAT ABOUT ME?..MY MIND IS HURT. I DONT NEED THIS
SALTY STREAMS FROM MY FACE BEGIN TO FALL DID I DESERVE THIS AT ALL?
LOVE MAKING IS SINCERE AND SWEET. WE FINISH..YOU PLACE ME UNDER THE SHEETS.. MY EYES CLOSE, BUT IM STARTING TO AWAKE AND YOU ARE GONE JUST AS QUICK AS ONE BLINK
SO IM ASKING YOU WHAT THE POINT
A WOMAN'S WORTH..WHAT IS IT WORTH?..JUST COME FORTH..MY HEART IS ON FIRE LIKE A BURNING TORCH!

CPLA QUOTES

2009-01-06T21:50:00.001-08:00

SO IM IN A CPLA CLASS..ITS A REQUIRED CLASS, BASICALLY ITS COMPUTER LITERACY
SO MY TEACHER IS A WEIRDO RIGHT EVERY AFTERNOOON HE PUTS UP NEW QUOTES..I NORMALLY DONT FOLLOW QUOTES BUT I FELT THAT THESE ARE OK TO READ....

1."I MYSELF AM ENTIRELY MADE UP OF FLAWS, STITCHED TOGETHER WITH GOOD INTENTIONS"(THIS MY FAVE)
-AUGUSTEN BURROUGHS

2."SELF RESPECT CANNOT BE HUNTED, IT CANNOT BE PURCHASED. ITS NEVER FOR SALE,IT CANNOT BE FABRICATED OUT OF PUBLIC RELATIONS. IT COMES TO US WHEN WE ARE ALONE IN QUIET MOMENTS IN QUIET PLACES, WHEN WE SUDDENLY REALIZE THAT KNOWING THE GOOD, WE HAVE DONE IT, KNOWING THE BEAUTIFUL, WE HAVE SERVED IT, KNOWING THE TRUTH WE HAVE SPOKEN IT"
-WHITNEY GRISWOLD

3."I DETEST LIFE INSURANCE AGENTS. THEY ALWAYS ARGUE THAT I SHALL ONE DAY DIE, WHICH IS NOT SO"
-STEPHEN LEACOCK

WHAT DO YOU THINK!?

SCHOOL SWEET SCHOOL

2009-01-03T17:48:00.000-08:00

SO I LEFT MY TOWN TODAY AND RETURNED BACK TO SCHOOL..ONLY TO BE IN FOR A BIG SURPRISE!..I ALREADY STATED THAT THERE WAS AROUND 56 INCHES OF SNOW IN CHENEY..AND SHOCKED TO SAY ITS TRUE MAN!..IM GLAD THAT IM BACK AT SCHOOL BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT IM GOING TO DO ABOUT THIS WEATHER..I GUESS THAT THERE IS NOTHING THAT I CAN DO..LOL!.I ALMOST FELL LIKE 4 TIMES ALREADY TRYING TO KEEP MY BALANCE
.BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS THAT CLASSES ARE CANCELLED ON MONDAY!..YAYYY!!..
HERE GOES THE PROOF OF THIS HORRIBLE SNOW!

WHAT AM I GOING TO DO..LOL!!!

"LITTLE" NIGHTCAP

2009-01-03T14:56:00.000-08:00

OK THIS IS JUST PURE COMEDY TO ME..
OK SO I DONT KNOW IF IM GOING TO GET CLOWNED FOR SAYING THIS BUT I JUST FEEL THAT I HAVE TO SPEAK UPON THIS..FOR MY LADIES..HAVE YOU EVER FUCKED A NIGGA WITH A LITTLE DICK!??..

OK SO I WAS FEELING THIS GUY FOR HELLA RIGHT AND I EVEN WAS IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH THIS DUDE FOR A LONG WHILE..AND TO BE HONEST IT WASNT ABOUT THE SEX..HE WAS CHARMING..NICE PERSONALITY..JUST ALL AROUND A GOOD PERSON..SO WITH US TALKING AND GETTING TO KNOW EACHOTHER..THE TOPIC ABOUT SEX CAME UP.AND IDK WHY..BUT I LOVE WHEN GUYS DONT BRAG ABOUT HOW GOOD THEIR SEX IS..OR HOW THEY'LL FUCK THE SHIT OUT OF YOU..HONESTLY ITS A TURN OFF.AND IT ALWAYS LEADS TO DISAPPOINTMENT.

SO LONG STORY SHORT I ENDED UP FUCKIN THIS GUY.AND I WAS... U KNOW CARESSING WHAT HE HAD..I SLOWLY AND GENTLY MOVED MY HAND UP AND DOWN HIS PIECE AND QUESTIONED MYSELF ABOUT WHY MY HAND WASNT ON A "LONG" JOURNEY..HAHA..BUT I JUST KEPT DOING MY THANG AND ASSUMED THAT HE WASNT ALL THE WAY HARD OR SOMETHING..BUT THE DICK WAS PUNY!..LOL!
LIKE HORRIBLY SHORT.BUTTTTTT'

THE SEX WAS FUCKING AMAZING..IT FELT LIKE THERE WAS TEN INCHES OF STEAL INSIDE MY BODY..WE DID ALL THE TRICKS TURNS MOVES MOANS AND ALL..IT WAS GREAT..ACTUALLY THIS GUY KNEW WHAT HE WAS DOING AND HE WAS SOME OF THE BEST SEX THAT I HAVE EVER HAD.MINUS HIS "LITTLE" CONDITION..SO IM MOANING RIGHT AND I SAID "AHH IT FEELS SO BIG"..AND YOU KNOW WHAT HE HAD THE NERVE TO SAY?..."WHAT YOU MEAN IT IS BIG"...I MUSTA PISSED MY FUCKIN PANTS WHEN HE SAID THAT..IT THROUGH OFF MY FOCUS..WHY WOULD HE LIE LIKE THAT.TO HIMSELF THOE..I ALWAYS WONDER WHY NIGGAS WITH LITTLE DICKS ACT LIKE THEY DONT KNOW THEY GOT LITTLE DICKS..LIKE THE DICK GOT SMALL ON THE WAY TO YOUR HOUSE(SOMMORE-QUEENS OF COMEDY)..AHAHA..DAMN IM CRACKIN UP AS I WRITE..NOW IT MAKES SINCE WHY HE NEVER LIKE TO FUCK WITH THE LIGHTS ON AND WHY HE NEVER WOULD SHOW ME HIS ACTUAL PENIS!..HE DIDNT FUCKIN HAVE ONE TO SHOW!!!!!...

AND THEN THERES THE ONES WHO HAS THEEEEE BIGGEST PENIS BUT CANT FUCK TO SAVE THEIR LIFE!!..AND THEN YOU GOT THE ONES WHO HAS THE COO SIZE AND MOVES AND SHIT BUT CANT FUCKING HOLD A "NOTE" IF IT WAS WRITTIN ON THEIR HAND!!..AHAHA..NIGGAS KILL ME..
LETS GET IT TOGETHER!!..

UNTIL NEXT TIME SEATTLE

2009-01-02T16:30:00.000-08:00

I WAS ON MY WINTER BREAK SINCE DECEMBER 12TH..I ENJOYED MYSELF..I HAD A GOOD TIME
BUT UNFORTUNATELY I DIDNT GET TO DO ALL THE THINGS THAT I WANTED..BECAUSE OF THE WEATHER.IT WAS SO MUCH SNOW AND IT PUSHED NACK ALL MY PLANS..UGHHHH!!!

BUT I GOT TO SEE ALL OF MY GIRLS.I TOOK PICTURES WITH MY GOONS, GOT TO SPEND TIME WITH MY ACE FOR LIKE 4 DAYS..LOL!. I GOT TO SPEND TIME WITH MY OTHER SET OF BESTFRIENDS AT MY GIRLS NEW PLACE!!.SADLY I WENT TO A FUNERAL (RIP STEVE) AND THAT SAME DAY A CLOSE FRIEND OF MINE GOT SHOT(GET BETTER DONNIE)..I GOT TO SEE MY BOO THAT I BEEN LIKING SINCE 4TH FRICKIN GRADE..IT WAS BEAUTIFUL.
I DID A LIL BIT OF SHOPPING. AND JUST RELAX AND CHILLED WITH MY FAMILY..IT WAS A COO LIL BREAK..I ENJOYED MY TIME..

BUT NOW ITS TIME TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL AND HIT THE BOOKS..ITS GOING TO BE A COLD WINTER BACK AT MY SCHOOL.THERES 56 INCHES OF SNOW..AND IM ONLY 5 FEET..LOL. BUT IM READY AND HONESTLY I MISS GOING TO SCHOOL..THATS MY HOME..LOL!..ILL BE THERE UNTIL MARCH 20TH..3 MONTHS AWAY FROM MY FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND MY BOY..BUT ITS GOING TO BE LONELY BUT THE TIME WILL GO BY FAST..AND WHEN I COME BACK..ITS GOING TO BE DIFFERENT!!..I CANT WAIT..THIS IS JUST FOCUS TIME!..

UNTIL NEXT TIME SEATTLE!!

HAPPY 2009

2009-01-01T21:50:00.000-08:00

LAST NIGHT WAS THE BEST NIGHT THAT I HAD IN A LONG WHILE!!
I HAD A BIG PRE FUNK AT MY HOUSE..IT WAS WILD..THERE WAS SOOO MANY PEOPLE AT MY LITTLE HOUSE..LOL!..I ONLY TOLD TEN PEOPLE ABOUT IT AND THE WORD GOT OUT..I DIDNT EVEN KNOW EVERYBODY THAT WAS HERE..I HAD TO INTRODUCE MYSELF TO PEOPLE IN MY OWN DAMN HOUSE..HAHAHA

BUT MAN IT WAS REALLY FUN..THERE WAS SOO MANY FINE ASS NIGGAS AT MY HOUSE..TEMPTING YES!!..BUT I DIDNT EVEN PUT MYSELF IN THAT SITUATION..
LOADED?..MOST DEFINATELY!..SO MUCH LIQUOR..

BUT UNFORTUNATELY I MISSED THE COUNT DOWN LOOKING FOR A CLUB THAT I NEVER FOUND!.BUT OTHER THAN THAT..I HAD THE TIME OF MY LIFE..AND FOR THOSE THAT DIDNT MAKE IT..MAN YA MISSED OUT..

AND FOR THOSE THAT LEFT HERE SOBER.WAIT,THAT WAS IMPOSSIBLE..EVERYBODY IN MY HOUSE LEFT WITH SOMETHING IN THEIR SYSTEM..LOL!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL!!!..THE START OF SOMETHING NEW FOR ME!

yah BITCH yah!- souljah boy apologizes to his PARENTS for his harsh lyrics

2008-12-30T23:47:00.000-08:00

Soulja Boy's parents must have washed his mouth out with soap, because the teen rap star says he plans to clean up his lyrics and wants to portray a better image for the kids.

The 18-year-old rapper became a sensation and started a dance craze last year with his Grammy-nominated hit "Crank That (Soulja Boy)."

Some of the language and subject matter in that hit was risque, and on some of his YouTube videos, he's used some naughty words. Now, he's telling parents he's sorry for his vulgar words.

In an interview this week, Soulja Boy Tell Em' apologized to parents and says he is going to try harder to set a positive example for his young fans, according to The Associated Press.

"Over the past few months, I've had a chance to meet a lot of my fans face to face and it made me realize that I got a large fan base of kids that look up to me," he said. "I have a greater responsibility to the kids that want to be like Soulja Boy (and) I need set a positive example for them."

Though Soulja Boy apologizes for his public behavior, he's not quite ready to become the ideal role model for kids.

"I wouldn't say a role model because I think parents or a guardian should be a kid's main role model, but from now on, I'm going to make sure that every kid that looks up to me will get a positive image that the kids and parents can trust," he said.

Soula Boy just released his new CD, "iSouljaBoyTellem," this week.

Watch the complete interview, and hear Soulja Boy apologize to parents

MY CHILD OF MINES

2008-12-30T22:09:00.000-08:00

I KNOW A FEW GIRLS WHO HAVE HAD ABORTIONS AND SEEM NOT TO CARE..I CANT REALLY SPEAK UPON IF THEY CARE OR NOT..BUT I CAN READ ATTIUDES EASILY. TO HAVE MY CHILD BACK I WILL GIVE UP THE WORLD AND MILLIONS OF MORE.THIS IS REALLY TOUCHY FOR ME TO DISCUSS..AND ONLY THOSE CLOSE TO ME KNOW THIS STORY..BUT IM AT A NEW POINT IN MY LIFE WHERE I CAN FEEL I CAN DISCUSS THIS PUBLICLY WITHOUT BEING JUDGED FOR WHAT I DID.

LETTER TO MY UNBORN CHILD::
I DONT KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN. BUT I HAVE THOUGHT ABOUT YOU EVERY SINGLE DAY. SINCE THE DAY THAT I HAVE BEEN WITHOUT YOU. WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH YOU..HAVING YOU PUT ON THIS EARTH WASNT THE RIGHT TIME YOU. I WAS 13 YEARS OLD PREGNANT WITH YOU. MY MOTHER DIDNT KNOW I WAS CARRYING YOU. SHE DIDNT EVEN KNOW I WAS HAVING SEX.OR THAT I WAS BEING ABUSED.BY YOUR FATHER.WHO WAS MY FIRST EVERYTHING. I WAS STRESSED OUT WEIGHING 130 AND MY MOTHER WAS BROKE..THERE WERE DAYS THAT ME AND YOU WOULD HAVE TO GO WITH OUT FOOD BECAUSE THERE WAS NONE FOR US TO EAT. MY CHILD SOMEONE WHO WAS INSIDE ME. I DIDNT UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH OF A CONNECTION THAT ME AND YOU HAD..YOU COULD HAVE BEEN MY BESTFRIEND. I WAS 4 MONTHS PREGNANT WITH YOU.AND IT WAS TIME TO TELL MY MOTHER..ONLY I COULDNT. SOME HATING BITCH NAMED BRIZJETTE BEAT ME TO IT. NOT TO HELP BUT JUST TO BE MORE OF A PROBLEM FOR ME. MY MOTHER ASKED ME..AND I LIED..ONLY MY FACE TOLD THE TRUTH.
AND YOUR FATHER WANTED ME TO KEEP YOU..AND TAKE YOU AWAY FROM ME..I WASNT GOING TO HAVE THAT..IF ANYBODY WAS TAKING YOU AWAY FROM ME..IT WAS GOING TO BE ME!..
I HAD TO MAKE A CHOICE..AND THE CHOICE WAS FINAL..AND FOR ME TO BE 13 THIS WAS THE HARDEST AND MOST HEARTBREAKING CHOICE FOR ME TO MAKE..I WENT IN ALONE..I HAD THE COMFORT FROM MY MOM(YOUR GRANDMA), MY GRANDMA(YOUR GREAT GRANDMA), AND MY COUSIN BONITA (YOUR COUSIN/AUNTIE)..YOUR FATHER CHOSE NOT TO GO..NOT ONLY DIDNT HE ATTEND THE OPERATION, BUT HE INSISTED ON HAVING GIRLS TRY AND FIGHT ME. HA HE HAS SOME FUCKING NERVE..THE OPERATION TOOK TWO DAYS TO COMPLETE BECAUSE I WAS SO FAR ALONG.AND IT WAS THE MOST SADDEST PAIN THAT I HAVE EVER HAD.AND I WAS ALONE.BEFORE THEY REMOVED YOU FROM ME..I SAW AN ULTRA SOUND PICTURE..I WANTED TO KEEP IT, BUT THEY WOULDNT LET ME. I CONVINED MYSELF THAT YOU WERE GOING TO BE A BOY BY THE HEAD SHAPE..LOL..I HAD TO DO WHAT I HAD TO DO..FOR THE SITUATION THAT I WAS LIVING. I REFUSED TO HAVE YOU AND YOU NOT BE MINE BECAUSE I WAS UNDER AGE.I REFUSED TO DEPEND ON WELFARE TO SUPPORT YOU..
I CRY..MOST NIGHTS I CRY JUST BECAUSE THE THOUGHT OF ME HAVING A CHILD..HAVING SOMETHING THAT I CAN SAY IS MINES..TIL THIS DAY I STILL SLEEP WITH MY HAND UNDER MY TUMMY..WHERE I WOULD HAVE MINOR CRAMPS WHEN I WAS CARRYING YOU...AND I CRY WHEN I SEE MY FRIENDS WITH THEIR SONS..AND HOW MUCH LOVE THEY GIVE THEM..EVENTHOUGH YOUR NOT HERE PHYSICALLY..YOU ARE HERE MENTALLY AND I HUG YOU AND TELL YOU I LOVE YOU EVERYDAY...I DONT KNOW IF I SHOULD BLAME MYSELF FOR MY CHOICE..OR IF YOU SHOULD THANK ME FOR CARING ABOUT YOU TOO MUCH TO HAVE YOU STRUGGLE..IN WAYS I AM GLAD YOU ARE NOT HERE..YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN THE FIRST OF A GURANTEED 5 KIDS..6 INLCUDING YOU..BUT ITS A RUMOR THAT YOUR DAD HAS 8..WHICH MEANS INCLUDING YOU THERE WOULDVE BEEN 9 KIDS..BOY O BOY..

CHILD OF MINES..I LOVE YOU SO VERY MUCH..I HAVE MADE SOMETHING OF MYSELF..AND NOT ONLY DO I DO THIS FOR MY SELF, BUT I DO THIS FOR YOU..YOU ARE MY FUTURE..YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN 5 YEARS OLD.THIS MONTH.ALMOST STARTING KINDERGARDEN..HOW I WOULD LOVE TO CHERISH THOSE MOMENTS..WE WILL MEET AGAIN I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU..AND PLEASE FORGIVE ME..OUR LOVE IS FOREVER TO CONTINUE
LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER.
YOUR MOMMY!!

GUYS HAVE TRUST ISSUES! WHY IS THAT??

2008-12-30T22:06:00.000-08:00

Trust feat. Monica - Keyshia Cole

THE END OF THEE BEGINNING

2008-12-30T21:37:00.000-08:00

WHERE HAS THE TIME GONE?
2008 IS ALMOST AT ITS CLOSE..AND 2009 IS ALMOST AT ITS OPENING
THIS YEAR HAS BEEN A MESS..BUT IM VERY THANKFUL FOR WHAT HAS BEEN GIVIN TO ME
THIS YEAR HAS BROUGHT ME A LOT OF STRESS, TRAGEDY AND TRIUMPH
I STARTED MY LAST YEAR OF HIGH SCHOOL, GRADUATED AND BEGAN MY FIRST YEAR OF COLLEGE
I HAD MY FIRST CAR AND WRECKED IT WITHIN ONE MONTH OF ME HAVING IT..LOL
SHARED MANY SMILES AND CRIES WITH FAMILY AND FRIENDS..
MY LITTLE COUSIN WAS MURDERED IN THE SUMMER TIME..TIL THIS DAY I CANT BELIEVE IT..(RIP CHEZ)
I THOUGHT I FOUND THE RIGHT ONE FOR ME.TURNED OUT TO BE NOTHING BUT A HEART BREAK..NOT A MISTAKE..BUT A LESSON LEARNED( THANKS ISIAH)
I FOUND OUT I HAD A NAG FOR WRITING AND EXPRESSING MYSELF. IT WAS BROUGHT TO MY ATTENTION TO START A BLOGSPOT..THIS HAS REALLY HELPED ME OUT OF MY TOUGHEST MOMENTS(THANKS SHAVONNA)
I BECAME MORE CLOSER WITH MY BROTHER AND SISTER..
I FOUND MY CRUSH FROM 4TH GRADE..SOUNDS WEIRD.BUT HES THE BEST THING AND HE IS WORTH STICKING AROUND FOR..WE HAVE SOO MUCH IN COMMON IT AINT CUTE.ITS SCARY..LOL!I WILL LOVE TO SEE WHERE THIS WILL TAKE ME.ITS BEEN GREAT SO FAR..LONG LOST LOVE?..HA..TO BE CONTINUED!(THANKS CURTIS)
THIS YEAR HAS REALLY HELPED ME GROW UP AND FIND OUT WHO I REALLY AM AS A PERSON..THIS YEAR HAS ALSO HELPED ME FIGURE OUT WHAT I WANT OUT OF LIFE..
AND NOT TO FORGET WE HAVE A BLACK PRESIDENT MAN!..IM STILL SPEACHLESS..!..I CANT WAIT FOR THE CHANGES..GAS IS ALREADY GOING DOWN..LOL

2009 IS ALMOST HERE..I CANT WAIT..THIS IS THE BEGINNING OF A NEW DECADE FOR ME..THIS IS THE YEAR THAT I WILL 20 YEARS OLD NO MORE TEENAGE LIFE..THIS IS THE YEAR THAT I WILL START MY 2ND YEAR OF COLLEGE..THIS IS THE YEAR THAT I WILL HAVE MY OWN APARTMENT.. I WILL BE GROWN AND OUT INTO THE REAL WORLD..I HAVE TO ADMIT I AM A LITTLE TIMID..BUT WE ALL HAVE TO GO THOROUGH IT..I AM PREPARED..THIS YEAR WILL BE MY TIME TO REALLY DO ME..AND ONLY SURROUND MYSELF AROUND THE PEOPLE THAT IS DOING SOMETHING POSTIVE AND TAKEN CARE OF BUSINESS..2009!..PLEASE BLESS ME WITH THE LIFE OF SUCCESS. HAPPINESS AND FULL OF LIFE..AND LAUGHS!..AND FOR THOSE WHO READ THIS..LET THIS YEAR BLESS YOU TOO!~
-COURTNEE LANAI J.

FUCK ME??..NAH FUCK ILL FUCK YOU

2008-12-30T21:10:00.000-08:00

OK ME MYSELF HAVING SEX IS FUN..IDK I JUST LOVE DOING IT..ITS LIKE A SPORT TO ME..LOL!..NOW SOME PEOPLE ARENT THAT GOOD AND SOME ARE JUST THE BEST..BUT THIS VIDEO..THE GUY IS COO..HE AINT NO JSMOOVE BUT HES TIGHT..BUT WHAT GETS ME IS THE BITCH IN THE VIDEO..LIKE SHE IS TOTALLY CRRRRAP..HAHA..I BELIEVE MY GIRL ILL;KINDA POSTED SOMETHING ABOUT HOW TO FUCK A MAN RIGHT AND NOT TO BE SCARED..AND I SAY THIS ALL THE TIME BUT IF YOUR GOING TO FUCK ME THEN YOU BETTER FUCK ME RIGHT..NOW THIS CHICK IS HORRIBLE..BUT SHE THINK HES FILTHY..UHH LIKE NO BITCH YOUR NOT..LOL!..SHE KEPT DOING THE SAME LIL HUMP..AH COME ON..I WOULD LOVE TO BE FEATURED IN THESE HOMEMADE HUMP VIDEOS..I WOULDVE BEEN DOING MY THANG MAINE..ALL THAT SHY SHIT IS FOR THE BIRDS MAN..I MEAN BITCHES LOVE TO GET FUCKED..YA KNOW..BUT NIGGAS DO TO..AHA..I MEAN..THATS ONLY FAIR..HE GETS DOWN TWO MINUTES AND SUM SECONDS IN THE VIDEO...CHECK IT OUT

OK SEE NOW THIS BITCH PISSED ME OFF..LOL!..SHES LAYING THERE LIKE A DAMN DEAD LION..I MEAN NEWWWWS FA-LASH!!!..NIGGAS AINT WIT HUMPIN DEAD CHICKS..LOL!..LIKE UGH IF I WAS THE GUY I WOULD HAVE BEEN TURNED OFF..AND WOULD HAVE TOLD HER ASS TO LEAVE..LOL..MAN I WANT TO BE IN THESE VIDEOS!..LOL

DONT CROSS ME!

2008-12-29T02:17:00.000-08:00

(i couldve got deeper into the story, but i kept losing my train of thought..lol)

THE PERFECT MAN IN STARING ME IN MY FACE..
ALL I WANT IS A SIMPLE TASTE..
JUST A SIP OF YOU..AND YOU ONLY
I SEE THE SPARKLE IN YOUR EYE..HOW SELFISH OF ME TO WISH YOU WERE MINES
LINES CAN NOT BE CROSSED..I KEEP GETTING PUSHED AND PULLED..
MY MIND SPEEDING AT 100 MILES PER HOUR..WHERE ARE YOU TAKING ME..
THIS HAS TO BE A DREAM.AND I CLOSE MY EYES ONLY TO SEE NOTHING..BUT YOUR SWEET FACE..
OUR BODIES TOUCH AND MOVE TO ANGELICALLY..I CRY..I WANTED THIS SO BAD..BUT I SMILE AND LAUGH WITH REVENGE..
THIS START WILL NEVER HAVE AN END..
I GOT HIM..AND HES NOT LEAVING..AND HERE YOU ARE WEEPING..WISHING HE WOULD RETURN..
AND MY STOMACH STILL TURNS TO THE THOUGHT OF YOU TWO TOGETHER.
WHAT ME AND HIM HAVE IS THICK LIKE LEATHER..BUT TOGETHER WERE LIGHT AS A FEATHER..
AND THEN THERES YOU..MAN BITCH GET IT TOGETHER..YOUR WEAK.STAY SILENT UNTIL I SAY SPEAK..

YOU CALL YOUR FRIEND CRYING ABOUT HOW YOU MISS HIM...AND TO GET HIM BACK YOU WOULD DO ALL YOU CAN..LITTLE DO YOU KNOW..YOUR BESTFRIEND DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT YOU AND SHE JUST FUCKED YOUR MAN.

JOE COLLEGE!

2008-12-29T01:53:00.000-08:00

EASTERN WASHINGTON UNIVERSITY IS THE COLLEGE THAT I ATTEND..I HAVE TO ADMIT I WASNT FEELING THE COLLEGE LIFE WHEN I FIRST ARRIVED. I REFUSE TO LEAVE HOME WHERE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS REMAINED..BUT I KNEW THAT ME LEAVING WAS THE BEST CHOICE FOR ME. WHY STAY BACK AT HOME AND WORK A JOB THAT HAS NO FUTURE. WHY STAY HOME AND HAVE A BABY BY A SORRY NOTHING ASS NIGGA WHO CANT DO FOR HIMSELF..IDK THATS THE LIFE FOR SOME.BUT IT AINT THE LIFE FOR ME..SOME MAY SAY I HAVE THE ATTITUDE LIKE IM BETTER THAN THE NEXT JUST BECAUSE I CHOSE TO FURTHER MY EDUCATION.BUT FOR THOSE THAT SPEAK UPON ME IN THAT MANNOR I AM BETTER THAN YOU AND FOR THOSE THAT DONT SPEAK UPON ME IN THAT MANNOR.IM NOT DOWNING THE ONES WHO ARENT ATTENDING SCHOOL..I MEAN YOU GOTTA DO WHAT YOU GOTTA DO YOU KNOW..IT JUST SUCKS TO SEE PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY THAT THERE GOING TO GO TO SCHOOL THIS DAY AND THIS DAY..BUT NEVER GO..THATS SAD..I MEAN SCHOOL IS THE BEST OPPORTUNITY TO RECEIVE..I LOVE IT!..AND THE EXPERIENCE OF BEING AWAY FROM EVERYBODY AND JUST DOING YOUR OWN THING..BEING AROUND PEOPLE THATS DOING THE SAME THING THAT YOUR DOING IS THE BEST FEELING IN THE WORLD. ITS LITERALLY A ONCE IN A LIFETIME EXPERIENCE.WHY WOULDNT ANYBODY WANT TO BE APART OF THAT?..ANYONE IS CAPABLE..I WILL BE MAJORING IN PRE-MED WITH A MINOR IN PSYCHOLOGY..
ITS NEVER TOO LATE TO GO!..YOULL LOVE IT!!..C/O 2012

STRAIGHT FUCKING

2008-12-21T01:44:00.000-08:00

SKIP THE DATE..NOT REQUIRED
I WANT YOU AND YOU WANT ME
LETS TRY SOMETHING NEW..STRAIGHT FUCKING
STOP AT MY SPOT..GIVE MY DOOR THAT SLOW KNOCK
ILL LET YOU IN.PASS YOU THAT SLIGHT GRIN..AS I WELCOME YOU..IN..SIDE ME
HEAD STRAIGHT BACK.TAKE A RIGHT..HA..ENERGIZED YOU GOT TO BE..WE GOT ALL NIGHT..
BE AGRESSIVE..STRAIGHT FUCKIN..THIS IS SOMETHING NEW TO ME..EVERYTHING SEEMS SO RIGHT..I STATED BEFORE "IF YOUR GOING TO FUCK ME, THEN YOU BETTER FUCK ME RIGHT".
CANDLES LIT.NO SOFT TUNES IN THE BACK..PLAY THAT HARDCORE SHIT..AND MAKE IT LOUD..TUNE MY SCREAMS OUT..BITING SCRATCHING PULLING AND MOANING..THIS IS IT..NOT YET..I CAN NEVER QUIT..I GOT A CRAVE FOR THIS SHIT..I FEEL EVERY HIT AS YOU BUMP ALL MY WALL..DEEPER YOU MUST GO..YOURE IN COMPLETE CONTROL.DONT TAKE MORE THAN YOU CAN HANDLE..THIS FEELS TOO MUCH LIKE A SCANDLE..
NO COMPLAINS NEEDED.THIS SCENE IS TO HEATED..HA AND NOW ITS YOUR TIME TO EAT IT..
SLOW WIND..MOVE THAT HEAD DOWN TOWN..AND MAKE THAT TOUNGE MOVE AROUND AND AROUND..IN AND OUT..THEN AROUND AGAIN..FEASTING..HAVE IT HOW YOU LIKE..AND I TASTE LIKE CANDY..YOUR TOUNGE DID COME IN HANDY..GO LOW.GIVE ME BRAIN..AND ILL BE THE ONE TO MAKE IT RAIN..MAKE YOUR WAY BACK UP.AND RE ENTER..THIS FEELING IS SO SWEET AND TENDER..SLOWLY MOVE IN AND OUT..AND KNOCK ME OUT..I WANT TO BE ABLE TO SHOUT..YOU ARE MY KING,..THIS ISNT NOTHING BUT STRAIGHT FUCKING!!..

GET RIGHT OR GET LEFT

2008-12-20T00:26:00.000-08:00

WHAT ELSE NEEDS TO BE DONE
WHAT MORE CAN YOU DO
INCOMPLETE IS WHAT I CHOOSE NOT TO BE..
THE CHOICES THAT I HAVE MADE.IS WHAT COMPLETES ME
I CAN ADMIT TO SOME MISTAKES..WE ALL WILL FALL INTO THE BAIT..
DO I CHOOSE TO HATE WHAT I HAVE DONE..NO NOT AT ALL
FLAWS AND ALL.ACCEPT ME..FOR BEING JUST THAT..A SUCCESS..
I HAVE MADE IT THIS FAR..WITH NO REGRETS AT ALL..
IF I CAN CHANGE THE HANDS OF TIME..INDEED THEY WOULD HAVE BEEN CHANGED..
TO GET A SECOND CHANCE TO PLAY MY CARDS RIGHT..TO START OUT AS A JOKER AND TO BE AT MY THRONE AS A QUEEN, BUT TO GO OUT LIKE AN ACE..THATS MY DREAM..
MY DREAM IS WHAT IM LIVING..THE TOP IS WHAT I MUST REACH..
NEVER WILL I BE PLACED UNDER ANOTHER..
IM AT MY ALL TIME PEAK..DOING MORE THAN THE PEOPLE WHO SHARE THE SAME AGE AS ME..
BETTER?..I TEND NOT TO BE PLACED IN THAT CATEGORY.
DETERMINED?..FOCUSED?..AND GIVEN ALL THE POSSIBILITIES AND OPPORTUNITIES..YES THAT WHAT I TEND TO BE

GET RIGHT OR GET LEFT..LIFE NEVER GETS PUT ON HOLD.YOU LIVE AND YOU LEARN..
YOUR CHANCE CAN BE AT THE OTHER END OF THE DOOR.

LONGER THAN A MINUTE

2008-12-20T00:11:00.001-08:00

WHATS THIS ABOUT..

-JUST CURIOUS

NEW ATTRACTIONS "MAIN ATTRACTIONS" IS THAT?

OLD FLOATING EMOTIONS OF ANOTHER NO?.YES?..YOU ALWAYS GOTTA HAVE THE BEST CERTAINLY?

LIKE THAT? WORD!..

.WHAT AM I TALKIN ABOUT??..YEAH I WONDER TO..MY WORDS CAN FLY AND SOAR..JUST LIKE YOURS DO

YOU TELL ME..CAN THIS BE..JUST ME ALONE..OR IS IT TWO OF US AT THE THRONE..

I GOT THE IDEAS AND YOU GOT THE VISION..BUT ONLY WE GOT THE PICTURE OF ART..A MASTERPIECE AT THAT..SOMETHING BETTER THAN PICASSO..YOU GOTTA THINK REAL HARD ABOUT WHAT IM TRYNA SAY..NOT JUST THROUGH PAINT AND WEIRD DESIGNS THATS HALF ASS BACKWADS..YES INDEED..ITS THERE..RIGHT IN FRONT YOU..MANY MILES AWAY..BUT CLOSE AS EVER CAN BE..IS IT ME THAT YOU SEE??....JUST A MINUTE TO TALK IS ALL YOUR ASKING FOR.IM TRYNA BE HERE FOR A LONGER MOMENT MORE.I GOTTA TIGHT GRIP ITS THAT STRONG.FOR LONG..AND WORTH HOLDING TOUGH FOR..A MEMORY IN TIME.

PERFECT CHICK

2008-12-19T21:39:00.000-08:00

TO MICHAEL MACK:::::..GOT THAT REMIX FOR YOU RIGHT HERE BOIIIIII

AND YOU SAY YOU WANT THE TOP NOTCH CHICK. GLAMOROUS CHICK.DOWN ASS CHICK.IM NO MORE THAN THE PERFECT CHICK.
NICE SIZE HIPS, LIGHT BROWN SKIN.IF THIS WAS A BET,WELL DAMN I WIN.
QUICK TO DISMISS, BUT YOUR HEART MELTS WHEN I BLOW THAT KISS..AND I DONT HAVE A PROBLEM WITH DRIVING THAT "STICK"
YOU GOT THAT LOVE SICKNESS.THIS IS A TEST.IF LOVE WAS A SPELL THEN YOU BEEN HEXED.
I GOT THAT SMALL LIL WAIST,CUTE IN THE FACE. NOT THE ONE TO MOVE TOO FAST..THIS PERFECTON HAS TO LAST.
TOO FLY FOR SHIT, CENTER OF ATTENTION. YEAH I KNOW IM IT
KICKS STAY FRESH, JEWELS STAYS DIPPED..NOT THE ONE TO ASK FOR SHIT.
IM WORTH THAT EXTRA TRIP. BABY DONT COMPLAIN I GOTTA GET MINES,... BABY BOY YOUR SO DAMN FINE. I WOULDNT MIND HAVING YOU WIND AND DINED HA..AND I KNOW WHATS MINES.
IM WORTH MORE THAN A DIME. AND ITS JUST ABOUT THAT TIME
WHEN I COME AROUND. BABY BOY REMOVE THAT FROWN.
AND WE LAUGH AT THE THOUGHT OF WHAT YOU WOULD DO IF YOU HAD THE CHANCE TO LAY ME DOWN..HAHA.YOUR SUCH A CLOWN..I GOTTA KEEP YOU AROUND.
ITS OUR CALL..WHY DO WE NEED TO STALL..WERE BEYOND THE WORLD AND ALL..
NOT KNOWN TO BE THAT ORDINARY BITCH..AND IM CERTAIN TO BE THAT PERFECT CHICK.

SUNSHINE SWEETNESS

2008-12-17T02:55:00.000-08:00

THESE ARE PRETTY ILL..MAKES ME EXCITED FOR THE SUN
NIKE RE-MIXED AND RE-CUT BY NANCY WU.IF YOU DIDNT KNOW..GET YOURS

A MOMENT IN TIME

2008-12-14T22:08:00.000-08:00

im not feeling too much of nothing, i would love to enjoy the feeling of you.
blurred vision, but i can see a scenic view. bright shine. with a mist of rain. chills and smiles. this is too real. i want the glimpse of you. just a flash. in and out.
laughing about nothing at all. just silly as we want to be. got the attention just like fame. outsiders aren't to kind to that. they wish to trade places. never can they be..you and me.
take my hand and at once we must leave. a trip to destiny. a dream come true. imagination?.no longer needs to run wild. i got this. this can be sealed with just one single kiss
make love to me baby, like you never done before.ill take it all. no breaks at all .put my back to the wall..hmmm and the two corners of my mouth.uprise..nothing amounts to this..who are you to say you can.
my man?..theres a test..my mind is beginning to change..theres something about you..my body can never rest.
as i start to panic about where i want you to be..in my life, pure and clean..a new chapter has opened and begun..never will it close..and here you are just for me..as random as a rose growing through a concrete road..forever we must never die. you are the start of the roots to my tree..us together are the branches as we are stretching out to be free.

i got that walk different

2008-12-10T18:35:00.001-08:00

Walk Different Feat. Pleasure - C-Ride & DJ Ideal

THREE PARTS OF ME.

2008-12-07T01:29:00.000-08:00

YOU OPENED ME UP, AND BROKE MY SHELL,YOU EVEN POPPED MY CHERRY. I MIGHT AS WELL TELL
BEING WITH YOU WAS PURE HELL. I HAD THE OPPORTUNITY TO PUT YOU IN JAIL. AS MANY TIMES AS YOUR HANDS HIT MY FACE IT FELT AS HARD AS HAIL. MY FACE WILL ALWAYS REMAINED SCARED. WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS? THIS SHIT IS DISBARRED.BUT IT WAS YOU THAT TOUGHT ME ALL THE TRUE SIDES OF A NIGGA. HOW TO BE CALLED A BITCH. LUCKILY YOU NEVER GAVE ME THAT MYSTERIOUS FEMININE ITCH. BUT YOU NEVER STOPPED LOVING ME. BUT YOU INSISTED ON BEATING ME, BETRAYING ME, AND LEAVING ME. A GUN PULL TO THE HEAD..WAS THE BEST THING TO DEATH, BUT BETTER THAN BEING DEAD. THIS HAD TO BE THE END, BUT HAPPY I MUST PRETEND.I NEVER KNEW I COULD EXPERIENCE SO MUCH PAIN. THIS IS MY BEGINNING BUT ENDING TALE OF ELIJAH CAIN.

YOU MADE ME CARE, CHANGED ME INTO A MORE REALAXED PERSON. I COULDNT STAND YOU MY AT SIGHT. MY MIND WOULDNT LET ME STOP CURSIN'. I GAVE IN AND DECIDED TO GIVE YOU A CHANCE. WE HAPPEND SO FAST. I WENT IN WITHOUT A PROPER STANCE.I HAD MY FIRST REAL RELATIONSHIP.WE WERE SO CLOSE I CALLED YOU MY BOY. YOU NEVER PLAYED ME LIKE I WAS A TOY. IT SOUNDS CORNEY BUT YOU WERE MY BUNDLE OF JOY. NOTHING COULD GO WRONG. EVERYTHING WAS RIGHT. YOU DROPPED ME FOR NO REASON AT ALL.I THOUGHT WE WERE MAD TIGHT. THREE YEARS LATER AND THE REASON BECAUSE YOU LOVED ME..HOW CAN LOVE BE PLACED ABOVE ME. WHEN YOU MADE THAT DECISION YOU DIDNT THINK NOTHING OF ME. NOW ITS OVER AND WE MISSED OUT. SINCE YOU IVE HAD A THIRST OF A GOOD MAN..JUST THE THOUGHT OF ME AND YOU KEEPS ME DEHYDRATED LIKE A DROUGHT. I ALWAYS NEW I WOULD HAVE YOU TO HOLD.BUT THAT WAS THE END OF AUBREY RHODES

YOU WERE MY MR.EVERYTHING. I NEVER LOVED NO ONE SO MUCH. I WOULD PASS UP THE WORLD JUST TO HAVE THAT TOUCH. MY LIFE COACH. I CONFIDED IN YOU. IM STILL NOT OVER THE FACT THAT IM GOING TO BE WITH OUT YOU. NEVER KNEW I COULD CARE ABOUT SOMEONE AND DO MUCH. UNTIL WE BECAME IN TOUCH. YOU WERE MR.RIGHT. I TRUSTED YOU LIKE NO OTHER. MAN I EVEN LET YOU SMOKE WEED WITH MY LITTLE BROTHER. THEN YOU SAY I LOVE YOU TO MY MOTHER. I WAS YOUR RIDE OR DIE.ALL IT TOOK WAS ONE LOOK IN YOUR EYE. I COULD SEE OUT TO FUTURE. ME AND YOU. UNSTOPPABLE. NOW THATS JUST IMPOSSIBLE. YOU CHOSE THE BITCHES AND FAME..YEAH THATS PRETTY LAME..THEN YOU ASKED ME TO CHANGE..YOU COULDNT TAKE IT BECAUSE I REMAINED THE SAME.AND YOU LEFT ME IN THE DUST LIKE I WAS NOTHING BUT NICE. NOT ONCE BUT MORE THAN TWICE. I ALWAYS GAVE YOU THE CHANCE TO COME BACK, BUT YOU NEVER CUT ME NO SLACK..NOW I LACK LOVE FOR THE NEXT..IS THIS SOME KIND OF HEX..I STILL LOVE YOU BUT I HAVE TO FIND THE EXIT FROM THIS MAZE. I CAN NO LONGER BE IN THIS DAZE..THOUGH I MUST ADMIT.IM AMAZED. HOW YOU DIDNT WANT ME, BUT I STILL AND ALWAYS WILL WANT YOU..THIS ISNT NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH. MY FEELINGS ARE HITTING THE RUFF. ITS TIME FOR AN END. I GOT MY HEART STOLE FROM A CROOK THAT GOES BY THE NAME OF ISIAH BROOKS.

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL THREE OF YOU GENTLEMAN. FOR JUST DITCHING ME. YOU JUST MADE IT BEST FOR THE NEXT MAN THATS GOING TO BE IN MY LIFE. I LOVED EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOU. MAYBE THAT WAS JUST TOO MUCH FOR YOU.WHO KNOWS. I CANT BELIEVE I LET MY SELF DEAL WITH YOU. YOU THREE HAVE TAUGHT ME ALL I KNOW ESPECIALLY THE MAN THAT COMES BEFORE NUMBER "FOE"..
A BURING END, BUT A SOOTHING BEGINNING..THANKS SO MUCH FOR BUILDING ME UP IN TO A WOMAN THAT I CHOOSE TO BE..I PREY THAT I FIND MY KING AT ALL ENDS..YOU ARE AND ALWAYS BE A REMAINDING FACTOR IN THE HEART OF COURTNEE.JENKINS

high as i want to be!

2008-12-07T01:22:00.000-08:00

I DONT KNOW WHETHER TO STAY OR LEAVE,
ALONE IS HOW I SHOULD BE, JUST ME FOR THE TIME BEING
BUT IM AFRAID, WHO IS GOING TO LOVE ME, I THOUGHT IT WAS GOING TO BE THEE

TIME HAS CIRCLED AND ITS TIME TO MAKE MY MOVE, ALONE BUT NOT LONELY. I SHOULDNT HAVE TO CHOOSE, BUT WHO IS THIS DUDE, FROM my CHILD HOOD HE HAS CAME BACK FOR ME. REUNITED?..WE MUST BE..A CRUSH IS SO SWEET AND UNFORGETFUL.BUT IN MY MIND YOUR SMILE IS WHAT I RESEMBLE.
TO GET TO KNOW YOU AND YOU GETTING TO KNOW ME. IS ALL SO NEW. ITS 2008 AND I WENT TO ELEMENTARY SCHOOL WITH YOU. MAN THIS IS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE.
KEEP IN TOUCH WITH ME. THIS CAN BE THE START OF SOMETHING NEW

SWEETEST TABOO!

2008-12-05T12:09:00.000-08:00

NOW I HAVE TAGGED BY ILL;KINDA

A.)Pass this on to 7 people:•
B.)Answer the following questions using only one word.

1. Where is your cell phone? ROOM

2. Where is your significant other? IDK
3. Your hair color? brown

4. Your mother? WORK
5. Your father?HOME

6. Your favorite thing? CASH

7. Your dream last night? NONE

8. Your dream/goal?SUCCESSFUL,
9. The room you're iN? DORM

10. Your hobby? MOVIES

11. Your fear? DYING

12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? PARIS

13. Where were you last night? BED

14. What you're not? A FAILURE

15. One of your wish-list items? CAMERA

16. Where you grew up? SEATTLE

17. The last thing you did? ATE

18. What are you wearing? CLOTHES

19. Your TV? UH SHOW?..FRESH PRINCE

20. Your pet?NONE,

21. Your computer?GOOD

22. Your mood?.COO

23. Missing someone? MOTHER

24. Your car? WRECKED

25. Something you're not wearing? EARRINGS

26. Favorite store? H&M

s27. Your summer? IN SCHOOL

28. Love someone? YEa
29. Your favorite color? BLUe

30. When is the last time you laughed? BEST FRIEND

31. Last time you cried? UHH.I CANT REMEMBER

32. Are you a bitch? OFTEN

33. Favorite Position? while sleeping? SIDE

34. Favorite Past Time? WRITING

35. Are you a hater or a lover? lover

37. Are you genuine or fake? GENUINE

38. Any Vices? UH.IDK

39. Pro Life or Wire Hanger? WIRE HANGER

40. McCAIN or OBAMA? OBAMA

41. Pro Plastic or Natural? NAT-TUR-ALL

42. Dream Job? PEDIATRICIAN

THIS IS MY JAM YALL

2008-12-04T22:35:00.000-08:00

Boss Chick (Club) - RASHEEDA

video phone

2008-12-04T21:36:00.000-08:00

i just so love this song!..beyonce is mad coolio!
Video Phone - Beyoncé

I CAN CALL YOU MY MAN

2008-12-04T14:22:00.000-08:00

NEVER OUT OF TIME, THE TIME IS NOW
US TOGETHER..ONLY WE KNOW HOW IT GOES DOWN
SILENCE, THE PHONES ARE OFF. THE OUTSIDE WORLD CANT CONNECT WITH US
THIS IS A MUST. DIDNT THINK THAT WE WOULD CLICK BUT HOW I WISH YOU WERENT WITH THAT B***H. NO JEALOUSY OR GREEN WITH ENVY.
STRAIGHT COMEDY. ITS A WHOLE NEW SCENERY WHEN YOU ARE AROUND ME. JUST ALIKE AS IF WE WERE IDENTICAL TWINS. BESTFRIEND IS HOW WE BOND.
I CAN CARELESS ABOUT YOUR MOST PRECIOUS MISTAKE. THIS IS AN OPPORTUNITY THAT I HAVE TO TAKE.
WE CAN MAKE THIS WORK BUT ONLY IF YOUR WILLING.
MY PROTECTOR AND SECURITY. MY NEW ESCAPE INTO A NEW WORLD. THE START HAS BEGUN
IT DOESNT NEED TO BE OFFICIAL TO SAY "YES THATS MY MAIN". WE GOT THAT GOOD AIM.EVERYTHING IS RIGHT. ITS TIME FOR THE NIGHT.HOLD ME TIGHT. ONLY THAT CAN MAKE MY SMILE SHINE BRIGHTER THAN THE LIGHT.
ONLY REGRET WAS LETTING YOU GO. WERE BACK AT IT AND THIS IS THE FINAL SCENE IN THE SHOW. US TOGETHER. OTHERS WISH THEY HAD OUR MAGIC GLOW.
WHAT ARE WE TO DO..THE TIME WE SPENT APART I STILL COULDNT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU..HERE WE ARE HAND IN HAND..
WHEN I TOUCH DOWN IN THE TOWN.KNOW THIS I CAN CALL YOU MY MAN!

THE BEST J'S ALIVE

2008-12-04T11:39:00.000-08:00

OK IN HIGH SCHOOL I WAS JORDAN CRAZZZZZY!...I HAVE UM ALL!..I WOULD WAKE UP SOOO EARLY TO GET UM.I JUST HAD TO HAVE UM..ILL SPEND MY LAST 100 DOLLARS JUST TO HAVE THE PAIR OF JAYS.AND LAUGH FOR THOSE THAT DIDNT HAVE THEM..ANYYYY WAY. I SLOWED DOWN.JORDANS ARE POINTLESS NOW.MY LAST PAIR WAS WHEN I WAS 17 IM 19 NOW~.AND IM MUCH OLDER TO CARE...BUT THERE ARE TWO JAYS THAT I NEVER GOT MY HANDS ON..AND THERE COMING BACK OUT.OMG I CANT WAIT!!..THESE ARE THE BEST JAYS THAT MICHEAL JORDAN HAS EVER CREATED!..ESPECIALLY THE 11'S..LOOKS LIKE IM BACK AT IT..JUST FOR ONE NIGHT..DEC.26TH..GET YOURS!..

FROM PLAYA TO PLAYA..PIMP TO PIMP

2008-12-03T19:51:00.000-08:00

(dont get the wrong idea)
YEAH ALL THIS IS TRUE..YOUR IN MY WEB AND I GOT YOU..RIGHT WHERE YOU NEED TO BE..STUCK AND CONFUSED..ALL YOU CAN THINK ABOUT IS ME..YOUR SICK AND SAD..BUT YOU DARE NOT GET MAD..
TAKE ME OUT..SHOW ME THE WORLD..ALL EXPENSES PAID..FREE FOR ME
I DONT EVEN GOTTA FUCK..THIS IS JUST PURE LUCK..TAKE ME TO CHINA..SHOW ME BRAZIL..I HEARD IT WAS MAD ILL
GIVE IT ALL TO ME..WHERES THE MONEY AT..IM SNATCHIN THAT..
I NEED EVERYTHING.CARS CLOTHES..THE WORKS..THIS FEELS TOO GOOD THAT IT HURTS
ITS ALL ON YOU..NOW ITS TIME TO SCREW..IM IN CONTROL.ENJOY THE RIDE..IF YOUR GOING TO FUCK ME..THEN YOU BETTER FUCK ME RIGHT..ITS READY NICE AND TIGHT JUST HOW YOU LIKE..
SLOW DOWN BABY WE GOT ALL NIGHT..YOUR SCREAMING..TRYING TO GET A WAY..HA NOT TODAY..THIS IS YOURS..ONLY FOR ONE NIGHT..DO ME HOW YOU FEEL..MINE TURN..AND IM GOING TO KILL..YOU DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO..ILL TELL YOU
SHOW ME OFF..IM A PRIZE..THE BITCHES IS OPENING UP THEIR EYES..THEY WISH THEY COULD HAVE WHATS MINES..JUST CHILL RELAX..I PICK NIGGAS UP AND DROP THEM LIKE A GAME OF JACKS..DONT YOU WISH YOU HAD THIS..HEY BABY I SEE YOU LOOKIN..OH NO IS THAT YOUR CHICK WITH YOU..ILL PLAY THE BOTH OF YOU..CALL ME WHEN SHE AINT WITH YOU.I CAN TURN YOU ON TO THIS MACKIN THAT I DO..THE GAME AINT FOR EVERYBODY..ARE YOU SURE THIS IS WHAT YOU WHAT TO DO..
TRIED YOU OUT..NOW IM THROUGH WITH YOU..GO BACK TO THAT WEAK CHICK.WHO LET ME SNATCH YOU..IT TAKES 2?
NAH IT TAKES ONE.AND THATS ALL ME.AND THE FUN HAS JUST BEGUN...IM BREAKING OUT..THIS IS ALL NEW.BUT ITS SOMETHING FOR ME TO DO..DONT BE MAD AT THIS MACKING BITCH.
ITS ALL FROM A PLAYA TO PLAYA..PIMP TO PIMP!

EVERYTHING THAT GLITTERS AINT GOLD

2008-12-01T17:53:00.000-08:00

HANGING UP THE JEWELS, GOLD, AND SHIMMER
THE FLASHY THINGS THAT I FLOSS HAS BLOCKED YOUR VISION, AND CHANGED YOU
INTO SUMBODY THAT IVE NEVER KNOWN
WHO IS THIS PERSON THAT STANDS IN MY WALKWAY
KEEPING ME FROM MAKING MY NEXT MOVE
THEN YOUR TELLING ME..IM NOT WHAT YOU NEED..
MATERIALISTIC HUMAN BEING..ILL LET THAT POSTION BE UP TO YOU
THINGS CANT BE GET BETTER THAN YOU RIGHT?..IMA DOWN GRADE AFTER YOU RIGHT?
AHAHA..NIGGA YOUR A JOKE..YOU ARE THEEEEEEE JOKE
LOOK AT YOU..TALKIN BOUT MY SWAGG AINT TIGHT..AHAH OPEN UP THAT MOUTH AND POINT TO THE RIGHT...SAY CHEESE!!!..
BABY IMA BE ALRIGHT..YOUR UP FOR THE BEST.YEAH YOUR GONNA GET EVERYTHING YOU WANT..ITS ALL GOING TO BE DONE YOUR WAY..100PERCENT CHICK..THATS EXACTLY WHAT YOUR GOING TO GET..A FAKE ASS BITCH!!..
LETS BE REAL...YOUR NEVER GOING TO HEAL FROM WHOEVER HAS HURT YOU, I WAS YOUR PHYSICIAN, ALWAYS AT YOUR SERVICE LIKE I WAS YOUR BUTLER SLASH MADE, I WAS ALWAYS TAKING YOUR ORDER AS IF I WORKED AT MCDONALDS, I RUSHED TO THE HOSPITAL AS IF I WAS THE AID CAR...DID I EVER RECEIVE A THANK YOU..FOR JUST BEING LOVING TO YOU, NEVER SWEATED YOU..OR GOT IN YOUR SPOT LIGHT.I LET YOU HAVE YOUR SHOW AND BE CENTER OF ATTENTION..WHILE I REMAINED IN THE SHADOW AND LEFT IN THE DARK

BUT THATS NOT WHAT YOU WANT..YOU WANT WHAT YOU CAN SEE, NOT WHAT YOU CAN HAVE.WHAT CAN BE HERE TODAY AND GONE TOMORROW, JUST LIKE ME AND YOU..CLEARLY YOU WERE A MATERIAL THING..THAT DIDNT LAST..COULDNT LAST, HERE TODAY, GONE TOMORROW..EVERYTHING THAT GLITTERS AINT GOLD

4DAYS IN SEATTLE!!

2008-12-01T13:40:00.000-08:00

MAN A BLAST IT WAS...I WANT TO THANK ALL MY GURLS FOR MY MAKING MY TRIP BACK HOME WORTH MILLIONS OF LAUGH..BEING THATS ALL WE DID..DAMN MY STOMACH MUSCLES STILL HURT..
I MISS BEING BACK AT HOME..I DONT GET TOO MANY LAUGHS UP HERE AT EASTERN.IM THE ONLY FUNNY ONE..BUT DAMN SHAVONNA YOU ARE A CLOWN..MAN..TO FUNNY..HAVE YOU EVER THOUGHT OF ACTING???
DAMN JAMIE..YOU ALREADY KNOW HOW WE CLOWN.AHAHA..WE THINK EVERYTHING IS FUNNY!!..WIT A TWIST OF OUR HUMOR

DAMN SHALETHA.THE WAY YOU WERE KICKIN AROUND YELLIN AT THAT GUY AFTER HE HIT THAT CAR..IMA THINK TWICE BEFORE I START A ARGUMENT WIT YOU..YOU GOT SUM HIDDEN ANGER UP IN THAT OD OF YOURS..LOL

OMG BIONCA....HOW YOU KEPT TALKING ABOUT IKES TOOTH..AND HOW YOU COMPARED JALEN AND SHAVONNAS HAIR..WHOO..

AND BABY J..HOW YOU CRACKED UR HEAD ON THAT TABLE..THEN YOU SLAPPED ME WEN YOU FELL OFF THAT COUCH AT BIONCAS HOUSE..PLEASE START TALKING..PLEASE!!

AND LINDA...SADDDDDDD CUZ HER FOOD DIDNT LOOK LIKE THE PICTURE..AHAAAHAHA..
MAN I KNOW IM MISSING SUM PEOPLE..BUT DAMN..I JUST HAD TOO MUCH FUN THIS WEEK...

I LEARNED SUM NEW VOCAB
-HOMO THUGS!!..AHAHAHAHA

WALK IN MY MOKOSINS

2008-11-24T13:52:00.000-08:00

THEY JUDGE ME.COME INTO MY PRESENCE AND MUG ME, LITTLE DO THEY THINK, THEY DONT EVEN FUCKING KNOW ME
WHAT DO THEY KNOW? BETTER YET WHAT IS IT THAT THEY HAVE HEARD..MAN SCREW THAT GOSSIP SHIT THE MESS IS FOR THE BIRDS
BUT YET IM STILL CONCERNED AND OH SO CURIOUS, MY LIFE IS STRICTLY SERIOUS
TAKE A WALK DOWN MY MEMORY LANE THEN SPEAK ON HOW YOU FEEL
NO I DONT CARE IT DOESNT BOTHER ME, BUT MY LIFE IS JUST TOO REAL
ABUSE OF A WOMAN, DRUGS AND ALCOHOL
THEN HERE YOU ARE TRYING TO MAKE THE CALL ON ME BITCH PLEASE
MY LIFE IS NOT MADE UP LIKE THE FAMILIAR SEX STORY TITLED "THE BIRDS AND THE BEES"
WHERE I COME FROM BLACK MEN DIED WHILE HANGING FROM OAK TREES AND WOMEN HAD TO CLEAN ON THERE HANDS AND KNEES THEN FORCED TO SLEEP IN A SHED AND WERE TO MAKE FLOOR PALETS OUT OF DIED UP LEAVES
BUT THIS IS ME LIGHT SKINNED AND FREE
DONT FROWN UPON ME UNTIL YOU HAVE TOOK A STROLL IN MY MOKOSINS

FOUR LETTER DRUG

2008-11-24T13:38:00.000-08:00

ALL I NEED IS ONE MORE HIT OF YOUR LOVE
A DIME BAG IS ALL I NEED SOMETHING SMALL AND JUST ENOUGH TO GET ME TO THAT PLACE WHERE I WANT TO BE
AS IF IM SMOKING THAT GOOD 'OLE KUSH OR BETTER YET THAT PURPLE HAZE
IM HIGH AS A KITE AND I DONT EVER WANT TO COME DOWN
I NEED ANOTHER BLAST FROM THE PAST, THE FIRST TIME I TOOK A HIT OF YOUR LOVE I WANTED THE FEELING TO LAST

SO NOW IM ON THE CHASE FOR LOVE AND ADDICT I AM..I HAVE AN ADDICTION I WONT ADMIT
I REFUSE TO BE HELPED A JUNKIE FOR LOVE I MUST REMAIN
THE LOVE DRUG MAKES ME FEELS WANTED AND WORTH EVERYTHING, MORE THAN WHAT YOU HAVE EVER DID

TO GET THE LOVE SHOT I WILL ROB, CHEAT AND STEAL
MY WOUNDS ARE NEVER GOING TO HEAL
IM STARTING TO FEEL THE CHILL MAN THIS LOVE SHIT HAS MADE ME GO HEAD OVER HILLS

I THINK ITS TIME TO CHECK MYSELF IN, WAIT..I FOUND MY STASH HIDDEN BEHIND THE WALL OF MY GARBAGE BIN AND NOW IM AT IT AGAIN
THIS DOSE WAS TO NUMB MY PAIN FROM ME BEING SOBER
NOW I HAVE OVERDOSED, SHOCKED BY THE FACT THAT ME AND YOU ARE OVER.."FINEETO"..COMPLETE
I CAN NO LONGER HEAR MY HEART BEAT BUT I STILL REMAIN..MY EYES ARE ROLLED INTO THE BACK OF MY BRAIN.SHAKING AND TWITCHING A SEIZURE IS WHAT I AM HAVING
I WISH I COULD HAVE QUIT BUT IM THE ONE YOU DIDNT WANT TO BE WITH
BOY O BOY THIS IS SOME FUCKED UP SHIT..DAMN.I JUST LET MY HEART DISSOLVE, BUT I WILL CONTINUE TO EVOLVE, ITS OVER SAID AND DONE
LOVE IS STRONGER THAN ANY ADDICTION...HELL IT IS ONE

GONE WITH THE WIND

2008-11-24T00:00:00.000-08:00

AND WHO ARE YOU TO LEAVE
NOT NOW, NOW IS NOT THE TIME, NOT WHILE IM CARRYING YOUR CHILD
TURN AROUND AND GIVE ME A MAYBE..MAYBE YOULL STAY, BUT THIS IS THE ONLY WAY I CAN HAVE A HOLD ON YOU, BUT EVEN BEING INPREGNATED BY YOU..ITS NOT GUARANTEED THAT I CAN KEEP YOU
IM ALMOST DUE, BUT THATS NOT NEW NEWS TO YOU
STILL YOU WILL CONTINUE TO DO WHAT YOU WANT TO DO
TIME HAS PASSED AND OUR CHILD IS DAMN NEAR TWO

WITHOUT ENOUGH MONEY TO PAY THE BILLS MY LIGHTS WERE CUT OFF AND OUR SON HAD TO SLEEP IN THE COLD..
ARENT YOU JUST BOLD TO SHOW NO SENSE OF CARE FOR OUR PRECIOUS BABY BOY THAT YOU HELPED TO BE CREATED
STILL NO SIGN OF YOU, BUT I HEAR THAT YOUR NEW CHICK IS PREGNANT WITH TWO
WHAT IS A MOM TO DO WHEN THE BABY'S DADDY DONT EVER COME THROUGH AND ITS TIME TO RE-UP ON FOOD IS SHE TO GIVE HER ALL IN ORDER TO MAKE DO FOR HER CHILD?..OF COURSE
BUT WHAT IS A DAD TO DO AS THE CHILD GETS OLDER AND REALIZES THAT HE WANTS NOTHING TO DO WITH YOU..
AND STILL YOU CONTINUE TO KEEP HAVING BABIES, AND THINK ITS HUMAN FUCKIN NATURE TO HAVE THEM BE RAISED WITHOUT YOU

TURN ME INSIDE OUT...

2008-11-23T21:00:00.000-08:00

EVER SINCE THE BEGINNING.IT ALL MEANT SO MUCH..ALL WHICH SEEMED TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE
JUST THE THOUGHT OF YOU TAKES ME BACK TO THE PLACE WHERE I MEANT THE WORLD TO YOU
IT WAS JUST US TWO..NO ONE OTHER, JUST ME AND YOU
HERE WE STAND WITHOUT EACHOTHER
WHAT ID GIVE JUST TO BE NEXT TO YOU
I WRITE LETTERS TO NO BUT YOU, SOMETHING THATS NEVER BEEN GIVEN TO YOU
THIS IS MY WAY OF GETTING CLOSER TO YOU...THROUGH DEEP THOUGHTS AND A IMAGINATION..
THIS IS MY WAY OF LOVING YOU
SOMETHING THAT YOU WERE TOO FRIGHTEND TO DO..SO THIS LEFT ME TO DO NOTHING ELSE..THE CHOICE WAS TO LEAVE YOU
FROM ALL WHAT I WAS TAUGHT FROM MY INSTRUCTOR..IT STILL REMAINS UP TO YOU.
TOGETHER WE WERE OBLIGATED TO EACHOTHER TO REMAIN TRUE, BUT THIS WAS TOO COMPLICATED FOR YOU TO DO..I WAS LEFT IN THE COLD VANISHED FROM YOU..MY MIND RUNS WILD EVERYDAY SINCE YOU CHOSE TO DISAPPEAR FROM THE ONLY WOMAN THAT WAS TRUE TO YOU..INSIDE OUT IS HOW YOU LEFT ME..LOST AND WITH NO WHERE TO GO..I CAN NEVER GO BACK TO BEING THE SAME..YOU LEFT ME STUCK.BUT IN WAYS I LEFT YOU.WHO IS TO BLAME..ME OR YOU..
IMAGES OF ME CROSSES YOUR MIND..THEY JUST HAVE TO..HOW COULD THEY NOT..YOUR WITHOUT AS WELL..WE BOTH LOST..FOR WHAT IT COST..THE LOVE OF EACHOTHER STILL FLOATS AROUND..WHEN WILL IT BE RE GRABBED..CHERISHED AND APPRECIATED LIKE HOW IT ONCE WAS..WAS IT EVER CARED FOR AT ALL..CAN IT EVER BE..BACK TO YOU AND ME..LIKE YOUR GRADUATION DAY WHEN I WAS 16..AND IT WAS JUST THE BEGINNING.OF THE NEW WORLD THAT REVOLVED AROUND IKE AND COURTNEE:(

AND HE FEELS LIKE THIS ABOUT YOU...

2008-11-23T20:55:00.000-08:00

YOU GET HAPPY AND RECEIVE BUTTERFLIES WHEN YOU SEE HER AND EVEN THE THOUGHT OF HER MAKES YOU SMILE.
..UPSET WHEN YOUR NOT AROUND HER AND EVEN SAD THINKIN OF THE THOUGHT THAT YOU CANT BE WITHOUT HER
TO HEAR OTHERS SPEAK UPON HER MAKES YOU WONDER ARE YOU ACTUALLY SPRUNG..WHY MUST YOU THINK OF THIS GURL SO MUCH? LIKE YOUR THOUGHTS CAN NEVER BECOME CLEAR..YOU JUST HAVE TO BE NEAR HER IN HER PRESENCE...IN ORDER TO FEEL SECURE..
COMPLETED CIRCLE WHEN YOUR WITH HER..A DESTROYED WORLD WITHOUT HER..CAN THIS BE THAT YOUR SPRUNG.MAYBE EVEN THE THOUGHT OF BEING IN LOVE HAS CROSSED YOU MIND..BUT YOU WONT ADMIT IT..NEVER THAT ITS IMPOSSIBLE..BUT POSSIBLE IT IS...SOMEONE HAS CAPTURED YOUR HEART MOST INDEED ITS TRUE..LETS JUST HOPES THAT SHE FEELS THE SAME WAY ABOUT YOU..

RED PLANET

2008-11-21T14:49:00.000-08:00

THIS ISNT ALL ABOUT STEPPING, BUT MORE SO OF WHAT YOU CAN GIVE BACK AND DO FOR OTHERS
SOME DAY THAT WILL BE ME!..

DELTA SIGMA THETA
ALL ABOUT THE RED BAYBAY!

I JUST REALLY LIKE THIS SONG!!

2008-11-20T23:26:00.001-08:00

Some Other Place - Keisha Cole feat Remy Martin

CHOOSING "MR.WRONG"

2008-11-20T21:55:00.001-08:00

I PASSED UP THE BEST THING THAT COULDVE EVER HAPPEND TO ME
IT COULDNVE GOTTEN ANY BETTER THAN THIS

FADED COLORS, AND BLANK FACES AS WE STARE..YOU KNEW I WAS THE ONE..BUT NOW ITS TOO LATE.I DECIDED TO CHOOSE MR.RIGHT AND NOW YOU SOME WHAT GOT A "WIFE"..DAMN THATS MY PLACE OUR FEELINGS WILL NEVER BE THE SAME
LOVE WAS PRESENTED.BUT WE JUST KEPT IT SILENT. I ALWAYS CHOSE OVER YOU..AND YOU WERE ALWAYS THE FIRST IN LINE..I NEVER GAVE YOU THE CHANCE TO EXPLAIN YOUR SELF.
MR.RIGHT WAS THERE WAITING FOR ME BUT YOU REFUSE TO BE WITHOUT ME.AND I REFUSE TO BE WITHOUT YOU..THE OPPORTUNITY IS NEVER GOING TO COME AGAIN I LOST YOU.JUST TO GET A CHANCE WITH MR.RIGHT
WHO I THOUGHT WAS MR.RIGHT TURNED OUT TO BE NOTHING BUT A DREAM, SOMETHING THAT I SAW IN MY SLEEP THAT MADE ME MAKE BELIEVE HE WAS THE RIGHT ONE FOR ME..WHEN REALLY IT WAS YOU ALL ALONG..

THERE HASNT BEEN A DAY THAT I DIDNT THINK ABOUT YOU..YOU ALWAYS GAVE ME THE CHANCE TO RETURN AND START WHERE WE LEFT OFF,BUT IT ALWAYS ENDED THE SAME WAY. JUST TO HAVE YOU ALL TO MYSELF AGAIN I PROMISE ILL MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE THIS TIME..YOU HAVE EARNED IT..AND ONLY YOU DESERVE IT.
THE PAST JUST DECIDED TO MISUSE ME
BUT ALL YOU WANTED TO DO WAS BE TRUE TO ME
WHY DID I BRUSH YOU OFF..DID I NOT TAKE YOU SERIOUS?..WAS I TOO AFRAID OF LOSING MR.RIGHT..OR WAS I JUST USE TO NOTHING BUT HEARTBREAKS

FOUR YEARS IS ALONG TIME FROM NOW.IS THE OFFER STILL GOING TO STAND.WHATS GOING TO BE CHANGED?..MY WORDS ARE TRUE AS THERE EVER GOING TO BE
WHEN NOTHING AND NOBODY WILL MATTER JUST ME AND YOU CAN RULE THE WORLD.
I LOVE YOU. DO YOU LOVE ME. A PROMISE IS A PROMISE, BUT YOUR WORDS MEANS SOMETHING MORE.MEMORIES THAT CAN BE MADE AND TURNED INTO FOREVER..I WANT YOU TO BE SOMETHING MORE THAN JUST MY LOVER AND FRIEND, THAT TIME WILL COME WHEN ILL BE PRESENTED WITH YOUR HAND...AND ME AND YOU WILL GO BEYOND THE EVERLASTING LAND..

I WANNA BE UNDER BARACK OBAMA...LOL

2008-11-20T14:52:00.001-08:00

CHILLI IS DATING A MARRIED MAN??..

2008-11-20T14:19:00.000-08:00

TLC's Chilli sets the record straight about a number of issues, including her "brief" relationship with CNN anchor T.J. Holmes in a very candid interview with Essence.com.

Rumor had it that he was still married when the two began dating in Atlanta.

"No, let's clear this up right now," Chilli tells Essence. "T.J. Holmes was divorced and had been divorced. It wasn't a situation where he was going through a divorce and still married. I would never date a man that is legally separated or tied to another woman.

"We dated, but it was brief. I'm a godly person and try to do all the things that God wants me to do. I have a conscience; I could never do that. Besides, I want to get married and present a healthy wonderful relationship for myself and my 11-year-old son."

Chilli also discusses her new handbag collection "Bags by Chilli", her new business ventures, and her relationship with Usher and his wife Tameka, according to Eurweb.com.

KATT WILLIAMS..MENTALLY ILL??? HUH??

2008-11-20T14:12:00.000-08:00

IS IS ONE OF MY FAVORITE COMDIANS..WHAT WRONG WITT MY GUY MAINE??

Katt Williams was reportedly hospitalized on Friday (November 14) where he was to undergo a pyschiatric evaluation.

Williams' publicist released the following statement to Punchline Magazine:

Following an arduous 300 shows and an 18-month touring schedule that left him incredibly fatigued, Katt felt compelled to be with his family in an effort to deal with his stress. While doing so, he is under a doctor's care. As this is a private and personal matter, we hope the media will respect his family's request for privacy.

South Carolina's The Item.com news site is also reporting that comedian Katt Williams underwent a psychiatric evaluation over the weekend at the insistence of his family members.
After a string of erratic behavior over the past several weeks, including a Nov. 4 no-show on "Late Night with Conan O'Brien" and an arrest in New York on weapons charges, the comic had run-ins with both city and county law enforcement in Sumter – resulting in an alleged mental evaluation for a possible hospital commitment, at the urging of local family members, the Web site reported.

Sumter Police Department Maj. Perry Herod said officers responded to a suspicious behavior call from the Mount Vernon Inn Friday at 8:30 a.m. in reference to Williams, 35. He "was trying to buy a room while dressed in a bathrobe and a towel wrapped around his head," said Sumter Police Chief Patty Patterson. After determining no criminal activity was taking place, officers left.

Attorney Garryl Deas said Williams then visited his office at 201 N. Main St. at around 9 a.m. asking for help. Deas said Williams told him he felt the police were "attempting to violate his rights." Williams also went on to talk about his entertainment career and revealed there were people who thought he was missing because he had failed to report to some engagements, Deas said. The actor said there were even rumors he had died in a plane crash.

Deas said Williams agreed to wait for him to return from a 9:30 a.m. scheduled court appearance. When Deas came back at 10:30 a.m., Williams was waiting for him, but his behavior had changed. "His demeanor was a little troubled," Deas said, adding the actor seemed "disoriented."

About that time, family or close friends of Williams arrived and tried to take him to the hospital for mental evaluation, Deas said. He said the family was seeking to have the actor committed. He was under the impression the family members were a teenaged daughter and the daughter's mother. Williams, however, was against the hospital visit.

"He just said that he doesn't trust anyone anymore," Deas said. Williams said he thought "everyone has turned against him. He wasn't really coherent."

Deas said the family was seeking an order to force him to be seen for a mental evaluation. Sumter County Sheriff Anthony Dennis said the call came in around noon and deputies arrived to transport Williams to the hospital. Though he was vocal in his desire not to go, Williams was not physically aggressive.

"Officers did talk with him, and then my understanding is he went on his own to Tuomey Hospital," said Sumter Police Department Maj. Perry Herod.

Meanwhile, Williams is scheduled to appear Nov. 20 at Caesar's Palace in Las Vegas and on Dec. 31 in Detroit with comedian Steve Harvey. Williams has reportedly said the Dec. 31 gig will be his last stand-up show, according to Eurweb.com.

I WOULD LOVE TO MEND THAT BROKEN HEART

2008-11-20T13:58:00.000-08:00

WHY CANT I STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU..
WHY MUST I ALWAYS INVISION YOUR FACE IN MY THOUGHTS
WHY MUST I FEEL THAT I HAVE TO HAVE YOU.
WHY CANT I HAVE YOU..
CANT YOU SEE?..WHAT HAS BLINDED YOU?
WHY MUST YOU NAVIGATE AWAY FROM ME AND INTO THE ARMS OF ANOTHER
WHY MUST YOU ALWAYS BE LOOKING FOR SOMETHING MORE THAN WHAT HAS BEEN PRESENTED IN FRONT OF YOU...REAL
WHAT MUST I GIVE TO HAVE YOU NEXT TO ME..
WHAT MUST I PROVE THAT THIS IS AS GOOD AS ITS GOING TO GET..
I WAS COUNTING ON FOREVER MEMORIES SHARED.ARENT THE SAME WITH ANOTHER.
WAS IT ME THAT LOST OR WAS IT YOU THAT WON?

BLAZERS!!!..I LIIIIIIKKKEEEE

2008-11-20T13:53:00.000-08:00

I WOULD ADORE TO HAVE THESE UNDER MY CHRISTMAS TREE!...

SOME THINGS THAT CAUGHT MY EYE!!!

2008-11-20T13:45:00.000-08:00

IF ONLY CHICKS CUD PISS STANDING UP..THIS IS SUM SICK SHIT..LOL!!
PRETTY COOL THOUGH

A FALLIN STAR

2008-11-19T13:21:00.000-08:00

OK SO MY LITTLE COUSIN HAS DIED THIS PAST SUMMER JULY 12TH TO BE EXACT,BEHIND SUM BULLSHIT..MAN I THINK ABOUT HIM ALL THE TIME..THERE ARE NIGHTS THAT I STILL WAKE UP CRYING.JUST THE THOUGHT ITS OBVIOUS THAT IM NOT OVER THE FACT THAT MY COUSIN IS NOT WALKING THIS EARTH ANYMORE.AND HOW SOMEBODY JUST FEELS THAT THEY CAN JUST TAKE HIS LIFE..LIKE EVERYTHING WAS GOING TO BE PERFECT.AFTER THE FACT..

HIS KILLER WAS SHOT IN RETALIATION AND HOSPITALIZED, THEN ESCAPED AND NEVER HEARD FROM OF OR SEEN SINCE THAT WAS UNTIL FRIDAY OCT.24TH WHERE HE WAS FOUND AT A TEXACO STATION IN WHITE CENTER AFTER CUTTING HIS GIRLFRIEND AND WAS ARRESTED..THEN THATS WHERE THEY CHARGED HIM FOR THE MURDER OF MY COUSIN

SOOOO LIKE IT TOOK HIM FOR CUTTING HIS GIRLFRIEND TO FIND A WANTED MAN THAT HAS MURDERED A 17 YEAR OLD BOY..HMM THAT DOESNT SOUND TOO RIGHT..JUST BECAUSE IT WAS GANG RELATED?..SO THAT JUST MEANS LET THE KILLER GO LOOSE?..THATS BACKWARDS AND ITS UNFAIR..CHEZ YOU DIDNT DESERVE THIS..IM IN TEARS JUST WRITING THIS..YOU HAD SO MUCH LIFE A HEAD IF YOU..WHY DID YOU HAVE TO BE THE ONE TO DISAPPEAR?..YOU DIDNT BRING TROUBLE UPON NOBODY..MAN I CAN ONLY ACCEPT THE FACT THAT YOUR IN A BETTER..YOU WERE TOO GOOD FOR THE WORLD..

HERES THE STORY THAT FOLLOWS THE KILLER EDWARD COBB!..

KING COUNTY, Wash. -- The man suspected in the July shooting of a teen at an Arby's Restaurant in Kent has been arrested, according to the King County Sheriff's Office.

Edward Earl Cobb, 18, of Seattle, who has already been charged with murder in the fatal shooting, was arrested on Friday.

On July 12 a large large group of about 20 young people got into a fight at the restaurant. Police said Cobb then pulled a gun and fired, striking 17-year-old Chezaray Bacchus, in the head and chest, police said. Bacchus died at the scene and Cobb ran off.

According to police, Cobb was shot in Renton shortly after the fatal shooting in Kent, but he survived and had been on the loose until Friday night when a woman called 911.

The woman, who was calling from a Texaco station in White Center around 10 p.m., said she had just been cut by her boyfriend.

The woman, who said she had fled after getting stabbed, then told police her boyfriend was a wanted man.

The woman directed deputies to a home near 11th and Roxbury where she believed her boyfriend to be. King County deputies, with the help of Guardian One and Seattle police, surrounded the house and told Cobb to surrender.

Cobb refused to comply and tried to bolt out the back door. He was captured, however, and taken to the King County Jail.

The extent of the cut woman's injuries are not known; however, she was expected to recover.

The Kent Police Department was to take over the investigation. Police believe the shooting may have been gang-related.

AND I LOVE YOU LIKE MY DOLCE AND GABBANA SHADES,KICKS,AND JEWLS

2008-11-18T21:27:00.000-08:00

WAIT ITS GUNNA TAKE ME A WHILE BEFORE I STEP OUT TO SHOW OUT
JUST FOR ME
BUT IM WAITING FOR YOU
FIRST I SHOWER
PICK OUT A FIT
-WAIT I DONT LIKE THIS ONE
PICK ANOTHER
-NAH THIS AINT IT
THEN THE LAST
-I FOUND A WINNER

HAIR APPT.@ 3:00PM
-DONT BE LATE

CAR WASH @4:00PM
TRY NOT TO GET WET

DATE @7:30PM
-GOTTA GET SHOWERED AGAIN
-GOT THE PERFCET FIT
SHOES DONT GO..GOTTA PUT ON THE KICKS..
LACE UM UP RIGHT..HES CHECKIN ME OUT AIIGHT

EVERYTHING HAS TO BE RIGHT..OR ITS GUNNA BE A LONG NIGHT..
SPRAY THAT SPRAY THAT HE LIKES..NOT TO STRONG..JUST ENOUGH TO LEAVE A SCENT WHEN MY PRESENCE ISNT PRESENT

WHEN HE COMES AND GETS ME..SMILING FROM EAR TO EAR..
-MY THOUGHTS;YEAH I DID A GOOD JOB;)

WE CHILL, LAUGH AND CATCH UP..ON THE OLD DAYS
I MISSED YOU HE SAYS, BABY I MISSED YOU TOO I SAY

I SAY I LOVE YOU HE SAYS OH YOU DO
-HOW MUCH?
UHH?? JUST AS MUCH AS I LOVE MY DOLCE&GABBANA SHADES, KICKS AND JEWLS

I MUST NEVER BE WITHOUT..ONE WITHOUT THE OTHER IM NOT COMPLETE..YEAH YOUR WORTH ALL THIS..BUT NOTHING COMES BEFORE MY SHADES KICKS AND JEWLS....... ME

HE SITS DUMBFOUNDED..CONFUSED?? I ASKED
-YEAH I DONT UNDERSTAND...

NO?.WELL UNDERSTAND THIS..THE DRINKS ARE ON YOU!..IM SOOOO THROUGH

SELF REALIZATION

2008-11-18T21:17:00.000-08:00

THE WAY I VIEW YOU
ALONE BUT NOT LONELY
LOOKING FOR ME?..IM LOOKING FOR YOU
YOU TURN TO THE LEFT,I JUST TURNED TO THE RIGHT..DAMN
I MISSED YOU AND THE BLISS OF YOUR SENT. COME BACK.JUST FOR A SECOND.I NEVER GOT TO CATCH YOUR NAME.
JUST ONE MORE CHANCE TO SEE YOU AGAIN. I FELT YOU DID YOU FEEL ME
THAT NIGHT DID YOU THINK ABOUT ME..I THOUGHT ABOUT YOU
HI..BYE
SMILE,SADNING. UP RISIN..ALL COMES CRASHING DOWN
TOMORROW HAS CAME AND GONE..BUT YESTURDAY WAS THE DAY THAT I SAW..I AM YOU AND YOU ARE ME..YOU TELL ME THAT THIS CAN NOT BE..SAYS WHO..SAYS YOU..WHAT ABOUT ME?..MY NEEDS..A ROUND IN A CIRCLE..IM BEGINNING TO FEEL DIZZY..CATCH.ME.I FELL..
ALONE HERE IS WHERE I STAND..WHERE ARE YOU?..WHEN WILL YOU COME BACK..NEVER?..NEXT LIFE TIME..WHEN I AM A BIRD AND YOU ARE A BEE?..FOREVER ILL WAIT FOR ME AND YOU TO "RE-MEET" THEN THERE IN THAT TIME I WILL NOT BE AFRAID TO GREET..BUT WILL YOU BE AFRAID TO SEE WHAT HAS BEEN THERE BLOCKING YOU FROM ME..YOUR DIGNITY AND SELF EGO..HAS COST YOU TO BE WITHOUT ME..THEN YOU LAUGH AS IF THERE WAS SOMETHING FUNNY..AND I LAUGH AS WELL..BECAUSE THIS WHOLE TIME I WAS STANDING IN FRONT OF ME

WANDA SYKES IS GAY??

2008-11-18T21:13:00.000-08:00

AFTER HEARING THAT THE GAY RIGHTS WAS BANNED IN CALIFORNIA.THIS HAS MADE WANDA WANT TO SPEAK UP ABOUT HERE BEING A LESBIAN..CHECK IT OUT!

Comedian Wanda Sykes says the passage of a same-sex marriage ban in California has led to her be more outspoken about being gay.

"You know, I don't really talk about my sexual orientation. I didn't feel like I had to. I was just living my life, not necessarily in the closet, but I was living my life," Sykes told a crowd at a gay rights rally in Las Vegas on Saturday.

"Everybody that knows me personally they know I'm gay. But that's the way people should be able to live their lives," she said.

Sykes, who is known for her feisty and blunt style, said the passage of California's Proposition 8 made her feel like she was "attacked."

"Now, I gotta get in their face," she said. "I'm proud to be a woman. I'm proud to be a black woman, and I'm proud to be gay."

Sykes' appearance at the Las Vegas rally surprised organizers. She was in town performing at the Planet Hollywood Resort & Casino, according to The Associated Press.

BARACK MY WORLD=)

2008-11-18T21:03:00.000-08:00

MAN WE GOT A BLACK PRESIDENT..ITS JUST NOW HITTING..WHEN HE WON IT DIDNT HIT ME, ALL THOSE TEXTS I RECIEVED DIDNT HIT ME, AND PEOPLE BLOWING IT UP ON THEIR MYSPACE EVEN THEN IT DIDNT HIT ME....BUT NOWwww IT HAS HIT ME..MAN THIS IS CRAZY THERE REALLY IS HOPE IN THE WORLD..IM GLAD THAT I GOT TO LIVE THIS MOMENT..IM GREATFUL THAT MY PARENTS, GRANDPARENT AND GREATGRAND PARENTS GET TO LIVE THIS MOMENT ALSO.....WHOOOO BARACK!

he will be featured on the front cover of ebony magazine JANUARY 2009 go buy a copy for keepsakes..a chance to have a BLACK president may NEVER happen again!!..but we as BLACK people will never forget!!!

MICHEAL JACKSON IS BROKE NOW!!!!...7million dollars GONE!

2008-11-18T20:49:00.000-08:00

The son of an Arab monarch took the King of Pop to court Monday, charging that Michael Jackson took $7 million as an advance on an album and an autobiography that he never produced.

Lawyers for Sheikh Abdulla bin Hamad Al Khalifa say their client paid Jackson expenses as an advance on the book and joint recording project with the sheikh, who is an amateur songwriter. Jackson claims the money was a gift.

Al Khalifa, 33, was due to testify at London's Royal Courts of Justice on Wednesday. Jackson's lawyer Robert Englehart said he was seeking permission to have Jackson testify by video link from Los Angeles, reports The Associated Press.

A lawyer for Al Khalifa said the royal first spoke to Jackson, 50, by telephone while the singer was on trial in California following his 2003 arrest on child molestation charges. Attorney Bankim Thanki said that Al Khalifa wanted to work with Jackson on rebuilding his career. Jackson's finances fell apart after his arrest and he was desperately short of cash.

Al Khalifa's first payment, for $35,000, went toward paying the utility bills at Neverland, Jackson's 2,500-acre ranch and miniature amusement park in California, Thanki said. When Jackson was found innocent of the molestation charges in June 2005, Al Khalifa footed $2.2 million in legal bills, the lawyer said.

Al Khalifa said he believed the money would be repaid once Jackson's career recovered from the damaging trial.

"I saw the payment as an investment in Michael's potential," the sheikh said in a statement read out by his lawyer in court. "He said he would pay me back ... through our work together."

Al Khalifa moved Jackson and his entourage to Bahrain almost immediately after the trial, setting up a recording studio for him in Manama, the Gulf state's capital. The sheikh, who is the governor of Bahrain's Southern Province, supplied Jackson with $500,000 in cash to subsidize his lifestyle and splashed out on a $350,000 European vacation for Jackson and his associates in February of 2006, Thanki said.

"The costs even included the expenses of bringing out Mr. Jackson's hairdresser," he said.

The lawyer said Jackson and the sheikh became close friends and at one time both lived in a palace in Abu Dhabi owned by Al Khalifa's father, Sheikh Hamad bin Isa Al Khalifa, Bahrain's king. The singer stayed nearly a year in Bahrain as a guest of the son, but the relationship soured when Jackson repudiated a business deal Thanki said they had agreed to.

Jackson's lawyers say the pair never entered a valid agreement and that Al Khalifa's money was given freely.

Thanki acknowledged that Al Khalifa gave some gifts to Jackson but said that most of what the singer received was part of a business deal.

The gifts, he said, "were essentially personal effects — watches, jewelry."

As for Jackson, he still appears to be in difficult financial straits.

Last week, he was forced to give up the deed on Neverland, which is named for the mythical land of Peter Pan.

The trial is being held in London because the parties had agreed to take any disputes over their deal to an English court, Al Khalifa's representatives said. The trial is due to wrap up by the end of the month, according to the AP.

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TIMMMMMBERRRR!!!

2008-11-18T20:43:00.001-08:00

WATCH THIS CLOWN FALL OFF THE TABLE...COMEDY YOU GOTTA WATCH THE WHOLE THANG..LOOK AT HER WHOLE SET UP MAN!..WHOOOO..

BEYONCE A MOTHER????

2008-11-18T20:39:00.000-08:00

BEYONCE
won't become a mother anytime soon, as the R&B superstar has learned how tricky kids can be to raise from watching her younger sister Solange.
The 'Baby Boy' singer once revealed she would love to be a mother before she hit 30, along with winning an oscar. But now it seems she has changed her mind on one of those dreams:
"I'd still love to win an Oscar [but] the kids, I dunno," says Beyonce. "I've been keeping my nephew and he's the smartest little boy, but he's making it hard. It's a lot of work."
When asked if the 27-year-old would be having children in the near-future, Knowles replied: "In three years, maybe."

NOW BEYONCE IS MY FAVORITE SINGER OF ALL TIME..SHES DOPE..BUT I KINDA FEEL WHAT SHES SAYING..BUT SHES SAYING "MAYBE" MAKES ME THINK THAT SHE DOES WANT A KID BUT HOW MUCH LONGER IS SHE GOING TO WAIT..SHES CLOSE TO THIRTY AND JAY-Z IS DAMN NEAR 40..I MEAN TIME IS TICKIN..

THANKS FOR HELPING ME WITH THE BAGS..DAD!!!!

2008-11-18T19:56:00.000-08:00

ok so today i was at the air port and i was there waiting for damn near an HOUR waiting for my friend..so im just sitting in the car listening to some music alone in the car
a car in front of me pulls up and its a mother, a father, and 2 daughters with HELLA bags
the first thing i thought was that it was a family trip,but the way i saw the mother hug her two daughters and the look on her face i knew it was just the daughters departing.
now the dad just got back in the car after helping with the bags, not once did he step back out and kiss or hug his daughters goodbye, by looking at there luggage it was clear that the daughters were going away for quite some time. the dad took the role of a real ass hole in this part.the mother was all distrought and sad when the father quickly turned his back on his children and hopped his ass back in the car

my main idea on this is that the seperation from a mother a walk out of a father is totally different. how can a father or any parent for that matter just turn their back on what they had created?
is there no guilt, is there feeling of sadness in the mind and heart, do you not think of your child once they are out of your sight?..the only thing thats there is shame and the "what couldve been's"...how can a parent just not care.its a choice, and a bond..more so a decision

I (HEART) IAB

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1.LOVE)-MY MUST WE WHINE, CRY, AND WEEP BECAUSE WE ARE NOT WANTED BY THE ONES THAT WE WANT?...LIKE HOWWWWWW MANY ACTUAL MEN ARE THERE IN THE WORLD...MOVE ON..HARD? INDEED..IMPOSSIBLE?.
NEVER...-word of advice= FINDING THE "MATCH MADE IN HEAVEN" IN SEATTLE ISNT GOING TO CUT IT..IF YOU THINK SO THINK OF THIS....HE HAS BEEN WITH A FAMILY MEMBER BUT IT WAS JUST PHONE CONVERSATION, HE HAS BEEN WITH YOUR FRIEND BUT IT WAS WHEN THEY WERE YOUNGER MAYBE EVEN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL, THEY MIGHT HAVE EVEN FUCKED IN HIGH SCHOOL AND ENDED IT AT THAT..BUT WATCH OUT BECAUSE THE CHICK THAT FUCKED YOUR MAN MIGHT STILL HAVE AN EYE OUT FOR HIM..THEN SHELL GIVE YOU THAT LINE "GIRL STOP TRIPPEN YOU KNOW WERE 'BEsTFRIENDS'" OR YOUR MAN HAS BEEN WITH SOMEBODY THAT YOU KNOW OF FOR HELLLLA..AND YOU THINK THAT HES OVER HER COMPLETELY..HE MOST DEFINATELY IS NOT I BELIEVE THE TERM IS:::YOU NEVER FORGET YOUR FIRST LOVE:::::..ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT WATS BEEN RE USED ....NEXT....

2.FRIENDS)-KNOWING SOMEONE FOR SOO LONG DOES NOT MAKE YOU BESTFRIENDS SO WHY MUST WE GET MAD AND GET HOSTILE WHEN WE FIND OUT THAT OUR "BESTFRIEND" DIDNT HELP OR WAS TOO BUSY IN THE TIME OF NEED..THIS MAY GO AS FAR AS GETTING INTO A FIGHT..OR JUST NEEDING TO CRY ON THE PHONE FOR A WHILE..AND THIS IS YOUR FRIEND?..GIIIRRRRL PLEASE..NOT NO FRIEND OF MINES!..YOUR PROLLY ENTITLED TO A HANDFUL OF GOOD FRIENDS.A LIL MORE A LIL LESS DEPENDING ON YOUR CIRCLE OF TRUST.THEY START OUT IN A BIG GROUP..THEY MIGHT GO AS FAR GIVING THEMSELVES A NAME TO GET A LIL PUBLICITY..BUT THAT TOO SOON FADES IN THE DISTANCE..SO WHO ARE YOUR HAND FUL OF FRIENDS??

3.SWAGG)-PLEASE..GIVE ME A BREAK..WHY MUST WE SPEND OUR TIME LOOKING GOOD TO GET NOTICED BY THE NEXT..AND MORE THAN HALF THE TIME WERE GETTIN NOTICED BY PEOPLE THAT WE CANT STAND..SO ASK YOUR SELF WHAT EXACTLY ARE WE TRYING TO PROVE HERE??.WHO ARE WE SHOWING OUT FOR??SWAGG IS A MISREPRESNTATION THAT YOU HAVE TO HAVE A CLOSET FULL OF CLOTHES. TO BE IT OR HOT....SWAGG IS NOT BASED OFF THE WAY YOU DRESS..DUH?..LIKE WHO DIDNT NO THAT..IT FALLS INTO A CATEGORY..PRESENTATION DOES PLAY ITS PART DONT GET ME WRONG..BUT WHEN IIII THINK OF THE TERM SWAGG THE WAY A PERSON DRESSES ISNT THE FIRST THING ON MY LIST.UNLESS ITS THE ONLY THING THAT I SEE..WAT DOES THE TERM MEAN TO YOU??

i was mislead to the wrong destiny, this paradise wasnt thrown around with fun colors.laughter,and new beginningsit was a set back..time wasted.dead and gone..elasped time i can never get backtaught? how to love to care to wonder to f**k teacher? to misconstrue,careless,to not care.a dream sellermust i change to fit in with you or should i be the one followed ill=not sick, its just a name to me..not trying to be something im notbut im me..who are youand then theres you..whats that you say??..my words dont make sense?..your the type i worry about..not that i intended to care BUT first YOU cant be creative without being ill SECOND..this is my closure to the back days and my grand opening for the front days..like my performance?..well so what if you do..being famous is what your trying to be tied to..but its not meant for me to do..nor is it for you...a follower?..ha.naw thats all you..clothes dont make tha playa...tha playa makes the clothes..thats a true fact..but bcuz your A FOLLOWER your clothes made you..and you say you sell dreams??..thats all but true..you sold all your dreams to YOU..no one else would buy them..im better off downloading a preview from you tube.. sittin here havin you think im "buying" but im really PISSIN meaning laughter..AT YOU..these catagories i have listed describe you..why be mad? why neglect..the fact.that you cant be what was SOLD to you.then stole from you and used against you..see.i was taught one thing nah not from you but from another and that was how to look deeper into detail turn it around and have it be used against you..creative "ill" it was has been brought to you..smell it soak it up and eat it..i made extra so your crew can have a taste too!-c.lanai.j.

INTRODUCTION TO CREATIVE ILL

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courtnee j. dont go by no other name
creative ill is more of a game that i play highly serious.
ill in the means of not sick but quite different than most
this expresses ME, mind body and soul
some random moments as well
thoughts are laid out to you
not sugar coated nor explained in any other way or form
creative ill is this
cant be creative FIRST without being "ILL" second.

CREATIVE *ILL*